to scream or not to scream, that is the question

[icequeenselene]

Though everything is going well and the dance shall be a great treat. The fact that I am also going to get drunk and spend time with my boyfriend this weekend it a great outlook on the end of the week. Unfortunatly its a quiet day even here at school and I am being left with my thoughts which is a dangerous thing. Especially with my household being the way it is and everything seemingly going to plan. I am waiting with pursed lips and squinted eyes for the fall of the thing to end all quiet and good feelings. Perhaps I am being a little to paranoid or suspicious but when has this not happened? Well I am neglecting my boyfriend at the moment so I think I will end this journal now with a little bit of lyrics and then a good picture like always...

and too startle and amaze you closer by nine inch nails is what I am listening today... It somewhat relates to a situation completely not about sex.

You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I've got no
Soul to tell
Help me the only thing that works for me, help me get
Away from myself
I want to f**k you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to f**k you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god
You can have my isolation, you can have the hate that
It brings
You can have my absence of faith, you can have my
Everything
Help me tear down my reason, help me its' your sex i
Can smell
Help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody
Else
I want to f**k you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to f**k you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god
Through every forest, above the trees
Within my stomach, scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
You are the reason I stay alive

And a few pictures for you messieurs and madames...






















I bid you adieux my avide readers... Until next time.