a night like this is begging to pull me apart.
Keep truckin!
dont ask.
i feel like numb.
like you know, i really should be happy.. ive got the best friends ever.. schools going okay, etc.. but i just feel shitty right now. For 2 reasons.
1) if you dont like me, fine- whatever. I dont like every person ive met in my life, but ill be damned if i go around telling lies about them? Like come on- seriously. Grow up and talk to me about it- dont go behind my back telling people all these mean things about me and make me look like some horrid bitch.
2) im still really hurt by what happened. I cant believe someone would do that shit to me. Like its a punch in the face when someone whos really important to you obviously doesnt feel the same. Its been 3 years, and now its over apparently.
----i heard about your regrets.. i heard that you were feeling sorry.. i heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us... well i guess i shouldve heard of that from you.. i guess i shouldve heard of that from you.. dont you see- dont you see.. that the charade is over... and all the 'best deceptions' and the clever cover story awards.. go to you.----
dont ask.
i feel like numb.
like you know, i really should be happy.. ive got the best friends ever.. schools going okay, etc.. but i just feel shitty right now. For 2 reasons.
1) if you dont like me, fine- whatever. I dont like every person ive met in my life, but ill be damned if i go around telling lies about them? Like come on- seriously. Grow up and talk to me about it- dont go behind my back telling people all these mean things about me and make me look like some horrid bitch.
2) im still really hurt by what happened. I cant believe someone would do that shit to me. Like its a punch in the face when someone whos really important to you obviously doesnt feel the same. Its been 3 years, and now its over apparently.
----i heard about your regrets.. i heard that you were feeling sorry.. i heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us... well i guess i shouldve heard of that from you.. i guess i shouldve heard of that from you.. dont you see- dont you see.. that the charade is over... and all the 'best deceptions' and the clever cover story awards.. go to you.----