Mother's day and CONFLICTED FEELINGS [audio/text]
--PERSONAL DATA LOG 20XX05.10.019 SAMUS ARAN. RECORDING...--
Mother's Day... I don't think I've celebrated that in 30 years. I didn't really earlier today either. I spent some time with Jeff and... essentially felt like a mother myself. It's very strange. Strange and I think I'm becoming slightly more comfortable with the idea, and that in itself makes me very uncomfortable. I've been raised by many people, and sometimes it feels like I've been raised by no one at all except myself. I haven't even thought about my own parents since I left the Federation Academy until last night... Sometimes it's hard to miss someone when you don't even have a grave to visit. Then I go and read through all the recent posts on the school network...
Haha speaking of last night I snuck into the school to do some... preventative maintenance on my birthday coming up. Much to my surprise Falcon was already there looking for the date. I wonder how he even got in so easily... maybe he asked Rouge to turn the security off or something. That's no fun.
He got it. Not without a fight but he got it. And...
I don't know. I don't know, I don't know what's going on. I don't know what's going on and it's scary and exciting and it shouldn't be happening and I kind of don't want it to stop. I think about this so much and it's giving me a headache. I'm going to hurt both of them at this rate and that's the last thing I want. There's Ollie too... This is stupid.
This is beyond frustrating. I think it shows by the fact I've made more progress on my suit in the past two months than I did... well... around the same time last year. Now it's almost completely repaired.
OMEGA FUSION SUIT WITH VARIA SUIT TEMPLATE IS CURRENTLY AT 100% FUNCTIONING CAPACITY, SAMUS ARAN.
...thank you, computer.
Maybe I should go find an excuse to do something ridiculous and stupid so I can wreck it and repair it all over again just to keep my mind off... whatever is going on with Falcon. Starting classes again isn't really enough.
Fffffffuck it, I'm going to go out to Skytown again tomorrow. Maybe visit the observatory to quell my suspicions... It's probably nothing but...
--...END RECORDING.--
[Private to Jeff; slightly hackable to Falcon and Ionia]
Jeff...This is really kind of weird for me to say but... if... it means anything to you, you can still call me 'mom'. It'll take forever some time for me to get used to but...
"Mom" or "Ms. Aran" or whatever, I'll always be here to support and protect you. And make sure you do your homework. Okay?
Mother's Day... I don't think I've celebrated that in 30 years. I didn't really earlier today either. I spent some time with Jeff and... essentially felt like a mother myself. It's very strange. Strange and I think I'm becoming slightly more comfortable with the idea, and that in itself makes me very uncomfortable. I've been raised by many people, and sometimes it feels like I've been raised by no one at all except myself. I haven't even thought about my own parents since I left the Federation Academy until last night... Sometimes it's hard to miss someone when you don't even have a grave to visit. Then I go and read through all the recent posts on the school network...
Haha speaking of last night I snuck into the school to do some... preventative maintenance on my birthday coming up. Much to my surprise Falcon was already there looking for the date. I wonder how he even got in so easily... maybe he asked Rouge to turn the security off or something. That's no fun.
He got it. Not without a fight but he got it. And...
I don't know. I don't know, I don't know what's going on. I don't know what's going on and it's scary and exciting and it shouldn't be happening and I kind of don't want it to stop. I think about this so much and it's giving me a headache. I'm going to hurt both of them at this rate and that's the last thing I want. There's Ollie too... This is stupid.
This is beyond frustrating. I think it shows by the fact I've made more progress on my suit in the past two months than I did... well... around the same time last year. Now it's almost completely repaired.
OMEGA FUSION SUIT WITH VARIA SUIT TEMPLATE IS CURRENTLY AT 100% FUNCTIONING CAPACITY, SAMUS ARAN.
...thank you, computer.
Maybe I should go find an excuse to do something ridiculous and stupid so I can wreck it and repair it all over again just to keep my mind off... whatever is going on with Falcon. Starting classes again isn't really enough.
Fffffffuck it, I'm going to go out to Skytown again tomorrow. Maybe visit the observatory to quell my suspicions... It's probably nothing but...
--...END RECORDING.--
[Private to Jeff; slightly hackable to Falcon and Ionia]
Jeff...This is really kind of weird for me to say but... if... it means anything to you, you can still call me 'mom'. It'll take forever some time for me to get used to but...
"Mom" or "Ms. Aran" or whatever, I'll always be here to support and protect you. And make sure you do your homework. Okay?