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I spent way too much money today. uckkkk
It's my Saturday night - woohoo. I just spent about 30minutes staring at myself, 2 inches away from the mirror, picking at my face...
I need to not do that. It's like a stress zone-out thing I do....
I attack my face.
hmm
but today was a good day.
I woke up and went to lunch with Crystal in Santa Monica. We went to this cute little place on Main Street called Panini Garden, then we walked around the street and looked in the boutiques. The street reminds me of Hawthorne in Portland...a little bit...except the boutiques are a lot more expensive.
It looks like glittery clothing and plaid are in.
I've spent $140 in the last 2 days on Candle supplies for work. bahhh. Okay, at least it's not my money. I'm going to be refunded. I haven't been, but I will...I should get on that.
So I decided to buy myself a candle today. I smelt so many candles I couldn't really smell any more. But I decided on "Lilac". Mmm...
It brings back a very specific memory of my childhood.
It reminds me of being at my Grandma's house in California when I was really young. My grandma used to have a case of all these smelly oils...and I remember my favorite was Lilac, and she mixed some oil with water for me in a tube and let me keep it.
I also bought skinny jeans. Not sure if they really are meant for my body-type...but because they're skinnier i'll be able to tuck them into boots a lot easier. yesss...my reasoning.
I was flattered because the boutique girl kept saying, "do you need a small to try on?" because I kept taking the medium size of things. And she kept really under-guessing what jean-size i was....i'm not sure if that was a tactic to make me like her and buy clothes. if so, haha, it worked.
and then I went to the Promenade to look for high heels to paint for my friend Courtney who custom-ordered a pair from me. Ended up buying a dress too... kinda negates the income i will make from the shoes, but y'know
oh jeez.
Did the ghetto stiletto thing tonight.
Still waiting to make my goal - be on youtube doing ghetto stiletto. c'mon c'mon!
tomorrow i'm going to take my friend Brynne to "Dance with Me", that over-the-top gym class....though I'm a bit disappointed because the wife isn't teaching this week, so i feel like she won't get the full experience. urgh.
I live way too vicariously through other people. I guess it's a thing of mine. I enjoy watching other people experience things. Or imagining how people will experience something. For example, when ever i make a mix for someone, I end up listening to it over and over myself...not because I necessarily want to hear it, but I like to imagine how it will seem to the other person when they hear it.
and i think i still do this, but i remember when i was younger, and we'd be watching movies in school for example...i would always find myself looking around the room watching how other people reacted to certain moments.
does that make sense?
It's my Saturday night - woohoo. I just spent about 30minutes staring at myself, 2 inches away from the mirror, picking at my face...
I need to not do that. It's like a stress zone-out thing I do....
I attack my face.
hmm
but today was a good day.
I woke up and went to lunch with Crystal in Santa Monica. We went to this cute little place on Main Street called Panini Garden, then we walked around the street and looked in the boutiques. The street reminds me of Hawthorne in Portland...a little bit...except the boutiques are a lot more expensive.
It looks like glittery clothing and plaid are in.
I've spent $140 in the last 2 days on Candle supplies for work. bahhh. Okay, at least it's not my money. I'm going to be refunded. I haven't been, but I will...I should get on that.
So I decided to buy myself a candle today. I smelt so many candles I couldn't really smell any more. But I decided on "Lilac". Mmm...
It brings back a very specific memory of my childhood.
It reminds me of being at my Grandma's house in California when I was really young. My grandma used to have a case of all these smelly oils...and I remember my favorite was Lilac, and she mixed some oil with water for me in a tube and let me keep it.
I also bought skinny jeans. Not sure if they really are meant for my body-type...but because they're skinnier i'll be able to tuck them into boots a lot easier. yesss...my reasoning.
I was flattered because the boutique girl kept saying, "do you need a small to try on?" because I kept taking the medium size of things. And she kept really under-guessing what jean-size i was....i'm not sure if that was a tactic to make me like her and buy clothes. if so, haha, it worked.
and then I went to the Promenade to look for high heels to paint for my friend Courtney who custom-ordered a pair from me. Ended up buying a dress too... kinda negates the income i will make from the shoes, but y'know
oh jeez.
Did the ghetto stiletto thing tonight.
Still waiting to make my goal - be on youtube doing ghetto stiletto. c'mon c'mon!
tomorrow i'm going to take my friend Brynne to "Dance with Me", that over-the-top gym class....though I'm a bit disappointed because the wife isn't teaching this week, so i feel like she won't get the full experience. urgh.
I live way too vicariously through other people. I guess it's a thing of mine. I enjoy watching other people experience things. Or imagining how people will experience something. For example, when ever i make a mix for someone, I end up listening to it over and over myself...not because I necessarily want to hear it, but I like to imagine how it will seem to the other person when they hear it.
and i think i still do this, but i remember when i was younger, and we'd be watching movies in school for example...i would always find myself looking around the room watching how other people reacted to certain moments.
does that make sense?