"I've seen a million faces, and I've rocked them all"
So
the internet at school is being a pain in the ass; I even got a gmail
account and still can't send attachments. Oh well, it's been an
interesting weekend. All my closest friends are out of town this
weekend, and last night I went to Charlotte with the guy I'm dating. We
went to this comic book store that when you walked in had ALL the
posters from Sin City hanging from the ceiling, so I just went to stand
in front of the Clive Owen one and drooled for awhile. I had a lot of
fun even though the people we were with were just getting progressively
more affected by pitchers of beer. Anyways, we ended up in dowtown
Charlotte which is awesome, and sat in a sports bar for hours. I lost
all 3 games of pool I played, but was a badass. I wanted my friends to
walk in so bad, cause for awhile I was just sitting in this bar smoking
a cigar. Now that's pimp coming from a wanna-be ghetto white girl whose
family owned cigar factories. I felt like maybe I never let my family
down after all, plus they played good music videos like "99 Problems"
and of course, I knew all the words! Got a little queasy driving back
to Asheville this morning, but hey, it was worth it!
On other notes, I freaked out 'cause someone I've been dating/hooking up with/really close to for almost a year told me he was moving away. Turns out he isn't leaving for a long time, but I absolutely panicked. Why? Plus Andy and I are cool again I guess you would say, I don't know what you'd say we are. I'm on a huge Bon Jovi kick since last night, I fell asleep in the car after the Crossroads cd was over. blah blah blah. I still miss my soulmate tons, but I'm starting to be able to deal with the fact it probably won't work out with the two of us together. Today is Becca's birthday, happy birthday Becca! My other Bekah is almost engaged. I cannot believe that. It seems like only yesterday we had a lemonade stand or were buying body kits for her Civic. I'm having a hard time cause I want her to be young and stupid with me, going to school together again and partying having a good time still being the best of friends. At the same time, I realize she's happy getting married so young and being responsible. She has to live her own life, I just miss her a lot and wish maybe it wasn't like this. We used to have the best of times.
School is almost over, and I'm looking around at all my shit like, damn I'm gonna have to take this stuff down soon. But looking over all these random things, I realize I have had a great year and really enjoy college. I've made great friends and had awesome times, even if those times included getting my heart broken once or doing stupid shit. This is the mentality I need on Monday when I don't want to go to class. So maybe UNCA is cool, hopefully I'll be back in the fall. respect!
On other notes, I freaked out 'cause someone I've been dating/hooking up with/really close to for almost a year told me he was moving away. Turns out he isn't leaving for a long time, but I absolutely panicked. Why? Plus Andy and I are cool again I guess you would say, I don't know what you'd say we are. I'm on a huge Bon Jovi kick since last night, I fell asleep in the car after the Crossroads cd was over. blah blah blah. I still miss my soulmate tons, but I'm starting to be able to deal with the fact it probably won't work out with the two of us together. Today is Becca's birthday, happy birthday Becca! My other Bekah is almost engaged. I cannot believe that. It seems like only yesterday we had a lemonade stand or were buying body kits for her Civic. I'm having a hard time cause I want her to be young and stupid with me, going to school together again and partying having a good time still being the best of friends. At the same time, I realize she's happy getting married so young and being responsible. She has to live her own life, I just miss her a lot and wish maybe it wasn't like this. We used to have the best of times.
School is almost over, and I'm looking around at all my shit like, damn I'm gonna have to take this stuff down soon. But looking over all these random things, I realize I have had a great year and really enjoy college. I've made great friends and had awesome times, even if those times included getting my heart broken once or doing stupid shit. This is the mentality I need on Monday when I don't want to go to class. So maybe UNCA is cool, hopefully I'll be back in the fall. respect!