{ Fic } Everything has a first (FFVII - Zack x Cloud - R)
I cannot believe I've written a fic after suuuuch a long time. But well, it was worth it and besides, it's an early Christmas present for ciceqi. I hope you like it ^^U
Everything has a first
For ciceqi. Merry early Christmas ;)
If it weren't for what Cloud's exploring hands were currently occupied with the look of unease in the boy's blue eyes would have been enough to make Zack call the whole thing off. But well, when those slightly calloused, long fingered hands had taken upon themselves the task of setting every nerve ending in his body on fire by feverishly drawing a map of his skin... Such urgency, such passion in that young trembling body laying beside him on the bed made him wish he could be larger than himself to be able contain the waves of emotion rocking his very soul.
"Cloud," Zack whispered, voice rough and drowning in warmth. "Cloud, stop."
The hands froze and the younger man's face turned from hesitant to horrified in the blink of an eye and Zack felt a tender emotion threatening with choking him. Quickly, before Cloud had time to retreat physically and emotionally from this amazing moment they were sharing, he took the still hands in his firm, careful grip and held them there until he got Cloud to direct his wide, sky-blue gaze to him.
"Cloud," he smiled and leaned in to drop teasing kisses on both captive palms. "If you keep going like that, I'm not gonna last. And I want this to last as long as possible."
And just to lighten the mood Zack gave him a slow, meaningful wink that made Cloud blush so intensely that seemed to cast shadows on his face. But thankfully the embarrassment only lasted a second, a sigh, and Cloud retook the task of discovering Zack's body by touch but with a measure of control now, making his caresses slow and deliberate and light, so teasingly light that Zack was amazed how quick a learner his young lover was.
So he let himself be cradled in that warmth, in that unadulterated affection that was pouring on his skin by the touch of a boy that trusted him enough to share so much with him, and Zack could only give all of himself to that trust and let Cloud have whatever he wanted, whatever he chose.
Everything was easier after that initial awkwardness since in the end, everything came to skin on skin, sweat mingling together and words whispered in each other's mouths. So when the clever, clever hands that were dissolving him into raw desire guided his own large hands -hesitantly at first but unstoppable at last- towards Cloud's sensitive skin, wrapping them around that silken hardness, Zack forgot about slow, and teasing and careful. He drew that lithe body on top of his with determination at the same time that he pushed up to seal his mouth over his young lover's and make sure he swallowed every moan of pleasure that escaped those cherished lips. Because, right that moment, in that room where silver moonlight and red-golden streetlights cast shadows on their glistening bodies, he wanted everything of Cloud to be his and his alone.
And it seemed that Cloud was a believer of the school of reciprocity, since those caresses he shaped around the young man's hard length were being tentatively mirrored on his own flesh and had Zack be able to manage high brain functions he would have thanked the gods for his lover's fair nature.
Desire ruled out control and any regret Zack might still have for not getting to draw out this a little longer, to make it last forever, and both of them allowed themselves to weave an intricate web of passion, affection and lust, all of it framed by the feverish gliding of bodies and hands, with the sensation of being weightless and, oh.
Oh.
So perfect in its completion with Cloud chanting "Zack, Zack. Zack" into his mouth with wonder and surprise mingled in his voice just before he went over the edge and poured himself all over Zack's stomach. He was left no chance, none at all, but abandon all reason left to thrust into those warm, sweaty hands stilled by the unexpected climax over his swollen flesh and follow Cloud down the precipice and.
Yes.
With Cloud's name on his lips he followed the path his young lover had drawn for him and everything went bright and sharp as Zack emptied himself, his release marking both of them and finally feeling gravity pulling him down, making everything real. He lifted dark eyes to meet Cloud's blue gaze still painted with undiluted wonder and love, god so much love, and knew, right in that breathless moment, that what had happened, this act of discovery would not change anything that mattered and yet would change everything. Everything.
He felt Cloud squirm, trying to get up, to not pin him down to the bed but he unyieldingly wrapped his arms around the blond, keeping him in place until the boy gave up on this attempts of leaving and simply rested his head in the place where Zack's neck and shoulder met.
"Zack, I'm crushing you," Cloud muttered against damp skin and Zack chuckled and ran a hand up his lover's spine until it rested on his nape and pulled a little at the soft hair so he could get Cloud to lift his head and, yes. His mouth was pliable and relaxed and the kiss was nothing like the ones shared in the heat of their passion and yet it was as perfect.
"I'm a SOLDIER, remember?" Zack reminded the blond boy with cheerfully patronizing tone. "I could have a full feathered Chocobo resting on my back and still do 300 push-ups. Without breaking a sweat. And unless you started to indulge yourself with Sephiroth's secret stash of chocolate bars I doubt you'll ever get to weight half that much"
Cloud's attempt to control his laughter ended up with a terribly loud snort against Zack's neck that sent first the boy and then Zack into a definitely girly fit of giggling.
"Just the image I needed." Cloud wheezed between giggles. "You're real smooth, Zack"
He just shrugged as well as he could below the expanse of golden skin and hard flesh pressed intimately against his body. "You know me. Always the sweet talker"
This time he was rewarded with a light slap on the arm and his smile just wouldn't stop. Everything was okay. Everything was right. So, being true to his mischievous nature, he returned the slap only that on a definitely more tender, and rounded, part of Cloud's anatomy and ignoring the offended yelp, he pushed the boy up until they were face to face.
"So, ready for round two?"
The grin Cloud gave him before he pounced were almost blinding in its intensity.