Cant say I blame you one bit when you kept it all inside..When You Left That Night.
um yeah. no one got pregnant or arrested. A bunch of my friends that came didnt even drink or smoke. Im almost positive no one had sex that night. That was pretty much the best night of my life..and you dont have to be so damn cold, my god. Because you dont know. YOULL NEVER THINK YOU KNOW.
My party was so beautiful. I want to thank everyone that came, even if it was just a stopping by thing to say happy birthday..I love all of you. My true friends. You guys made my birthday wonderful.
No one was fighting, everyone was happy and had a really good time I was told. There was no drama which I could hardly believe. Just looking up from my spot on the ground, seeing everyone's smiling faces, glowing from the light of the fire..it was amazing. This is where I belong.
*Going to Joe's house tonight. Sigh. I dont even know what to think anymore. All I know is that I'm trying really hard to feel nothing. I just cant let myself fall.*
Oh yeah and Ive just been informed that Jesse could quite possibly be getting out of jail in January. Which is 3 months from now. I havent written to him in a long time. I dont know what I'm doing to him. Im tearing him apart and I dont mean to, but.....
I dont know what the hell is going to happen when he gets out.
But I doubt it will be good.
My party was so beautiful. I want to thank everyone that came, even if it was just a stopping by thing to say happy birthday..I love all of you. My true friends. You guys made my birthday wonderful.
No one was fighting, everyone was happy and had a really good time I was told. There was no drama which I could hardly believe. Just looking up from my spot on the ground, seeing everyone's smiling faces, glowing from the light of the fire..it was amazing. This is where I belong.
*Going to Joe's house tonight. Sigh. I dont even know what to think anymore. All I know is that I'm trying really hard to feel nothing. I just cant let myself fall.*
Oh yeah and Ive just been informed that Jesse could quite possibly be getting out of jail in January. Which is 3 months from now. I havent written to him in a long time. I dont know what I'm doing to him. Im tearing him apart and I dont mean to, but.....
I dont know what the hell is going to happen when he gets out.
But I doubt it will be good.