Goin nowhere fast...

[icemommy]

I am so sick.  I have an appointment on tuesday.  hoping to get klonopin.  took some yesterday and was reminded why it is my favorite pill.  It makes me feel at ease.   I'm still upset but I can deal with ilfe for a little better.  it's all i want.  said some horrible things to amanda today...i'm so sad i don't know what is going to happen. all i know is i want to  stop hurting the woman i love.

started smoking again.

goin on a bad track.

dani