Apr 21, 2004 02:14
He always asked me why I never smiled.
He always remembered important dates.
He always cheered me up.
he always excused my stupidity
He always could talk about what I wanted to talk about
This is hard to do.
Who can I ask to do it for me?
Gina?
Chelsea?
At theh ospital he told me that he didn't care what I thought, he would take care of me. I wanted to tell him to leave me alone. I did. I still do. But he stayed there and instead of screaming i justl ooked at him and kept looking because I still want to, is that so wrong? I want to be able to but I can't because I don't want him hurt. I don't want anyone hurt i don't