uncle jimmy
so i know i rarely use this thing but its nice for venting when i have the chance.
ive been doing a lot of babysitting lately. like weeks at a time it seems the parents will go away and im like a mom. ive done it the past 2 weeks pretty much and im glad im not a mom yet. i couldnt handle driving to this many practices each week.
i promoted a jeremy camp/bethany dillon/tree 63 show, it was ok. but too stressful and didnt make enough money for me to be motivated again soon. oh well
Tara Leigh Cobble in concert tomorrow (Sunday) at 7 pm in Succasunna at Hillside church and Monday night at Grace Bible Chapel. She's probably one of my closest friends lately and shes so awesomely talented that you should check her out if you can. and shes soooo funny too.
my uncle Jimmy, who was diagnosed with cancer last april is pretty critical now. So i'm making my last trip to see him on sunday and they think the funeral will be either this week or the next. its crazy to think about it, i honestly thought he would make it through. I guess it was just wishful thinking, but I know it'll be better for him in the long run. I mean who wouldnt want to go to heaven and hang out with my grandpa. i know i would love to, so i guess its a better deal for him now even though it makes me feel miserable. I feel so bad for my aunt and cousin. i just cant imagine losing a father and i definitely am praying for them. i dont think ive stopped thinking about it in weeks now and i definitely havent stopped crying like all day. its so hard too while babysitting and working and everything. i just feel so sad, when you see my mom and i we have these red faces with puffy eyes. but i dont care, its just something i cant help. but im trying, im excited to see him though again. i really love him, he's one of my favorite people in the world. he's the one person who always encourages me and totally inspires mes, especially in my ceramics. like last christmas he spent a whole month trying to find a kiln he could afford to buy me. he was going to spend like 500 dollars on it even though i know he doesnt have that kind of money due to his cancer. but he didnt even care, like he believes in me that much. it just makes me feel so good and i really love him and how wonderful he is.
its just so shocking i guess, like one of my moms youngest brothers is dying before everyone else. and i just dont know what to think about it other than it sucks. i love him.
im out
ive been doing a lot of babysitting lately. like weeks at a time it seems the parents will go away and im like a mom. ive done it the past 2 weeks pretty much and im glad im not a mom yet. i couldnt handle driving to this many practices each week.
i promoted a jeremy camp/bethany dillon/tree 63 show, it was ok. but too stressful and didnt make enough money for me to be motivated again soon. oh well
Tara Leigh Cobble in concert tomorrow (Sunday) at 7 pm in Succasunna at Hillside church and Monday night at Grace Bible Chapel. She's probably one of my closest friends lately and shes so awesomely talented that you should check her out if you can. and shes soooo funny too.
my uncle Jimmy, who was diagnosed with cancer last april is pretty critical now. So i'm making my last trip to see him on sunday and they think the funeral will be either this week or the next. its crazy to think about it, i honestly thought he would make it through. I guess it was just wishful thinking, but I know it'll be better for him in the long run. I mean who wouldnt want to go to heaven and hang out with my grandpa. i know i would love to, so i guess its a better deal for him now even though it makes me feel miserable. I feel so bad for my aunt and cousin. i just cant imagine losing a father and i definitely am praying for them. i dont think ive stopped thinking about it in weeks now and i definitely havent stopped crying like all day. its so hard too while babysitting and working and everything. i just feel so sad, when you see my mom and i we have these red faces with puffy eyes. but i dont care, its just something i cant help. but im trying, im excited to see him though again. i really love him, he's one of my favorite people in the world. he's the one person who always encourages me and totally inspires mes, especially in my ceramics. like last christmas he spent a whole month trying to find a kiln he could afford to buy me. he was going to spend like 500 dollars on it even though i know he doesnt have that kind of money due to his cancer. but he didnt even care, like he believes in me that much. it just makes me feel so good and i really love him and how wonderful he is.
its just so shocking i guess, like one of my moms youngest brothers is dying before everyone else. and i just dont know what to think about it other than it sucks. i love him.
im out