001 → "I'll buy something for you, may I? what do you want?"
I was about to write some intelligent first entry, but then I saw this:
and all the semi-deep thoughts were replaced with ‘oh, Hong Ki’…followed by ‘who did this to Wonbin’s hair and why?’….and ‘why Jonghun looks like a kid here?’……..those boys makes me way too happy……….and young or not, I can’t not spaz about them…..because really…they are marvelous mixture of mature music and cute looks…….just look!
from other things……I sort of, kind of have a layout…….not too happy with it……but oh, well, not like I have more talent than this…….i was adding comms, moving things…..and logged on all my old LJs…I even didn’t realize I have 7 LJs in total……this being 4th official…..testing LJ…..my emo/ ;___; LJ………..and apparently there is one more…..never used… that I made back when I was still myouu
It is funny how when I was myouu I thought I would never move LJ….and now I am on 4th already…
This LJ is somehow weird………I mean the reason why I created it/moved LJs…..because in both previous cases it was necessary in a way, while now as well I could stay as ahuiliztli………could…..i have this weird mentality that if I want to change something I want to start from a scratch….
I don’t know why but I copied last entries from myouu and namidanodoyoubi……..when I was moving from myouu….i really didn’t want to have anything to do with that LJ….didn’t want to be myouu again………namidanodoyoubi (and the name was pretty meaningful because, doyoubi = Saturday, namida = tear….i created it on Saturday and something that pushed me to it was pretty unpleasant) turned to be short period LJ…….and probably the worst period of my life…..the way I moved to ahuliztli, I cut ties with so many people just because I couldn’t deal with some things……..all thanks to sb….you know that horrible feeling that you think everybody around actually believes in lies sb spread about you…….i am not sure if ahuiliztli (ahuiliztli = joy, happiness in nahuatl) brought me happiness……but my life backed to normality…and for once I am not moving LJ because of some drama……I am moving to be in the same point that I was when I created myouu…..
Hmm, I think I was about to say something more…..but forgot what….
Ah, the name……there isn’t any big meaning behind it…it is in nahuatl again…and I really hope I got it right…….ahuiliztli is also a girl name, so I checked list of other nahuatl names…..and from that list I picked two:
Icel (Izel, Içel) - unique, but unique in meaning ‘only one’ and not unique as special
Elehuia (Eleuia) - wish, to wish
So it gives something along the lines ‘only one wish’…plus it sounds really nice…..and that was important for me too
Ignore the girl…Hong Ki’s face expressions are so cute….just watch the beginning…their MVs are full of: love, gangs fighting and 2 of them falling for one girl….but I absolutely adore them…….. + Jonghun looks gorgeous in that one ;___;……..i know, I know….i am too old to spaz about those boys…but I yet have to meet sb who would say they think I look older than 20, so lets count it as excuse :P
And now I have to figure out how to make Mozilla my default browser once again…IE is gay…but nothing beats Opera….
subject line = something quoted from FTI's Soompi thread......pop world is full of cheese….
and all the semi-deep thoughts were replaced with ‘oh, Hong Ki’…followed by ‘who did this to Wonbin’s hair and why?’….and ‘why Jonghun looks like a kid here?’……..those boys makes me way too happy……….and young or not, I can’t not spaz about them…..because really…they are marvelous mixture of mature music and cute looks…….just look!
from other things……I sort of, kind of have a layout…….not too happy with it……but oh, well, not like I have more talent than this…….i was adding comms, moving things…..and logged on all my old LJs…I even didn’t realize I have 7 LJs in total……this being 4th official…..testing LJ…..my emo/ ;___; LJ………..and apparently there is one more…..never used… that I made back when I was still myouu
It is funny how when I was myouu I thought I would never move LJ….and now I am on 4th already…
This LJ is somehow weird………I mean the reason why I created it/moved LJs…..because in both previous cases it was necessary in a way, while now as well I could stay as ahuiliztli………could…..i have this weird mentality that if I want to change something I want to start from a scratch….
I don’t know why but I copied last entries from myouu and namidanodoyoubi……..when I was moving from myouu….i really didn’t want to have anything to do with that LJ….didn’t want to be myouu again………namidanodoyoubi (and the name was pretty meaningful because, doyoubi = Saturday, namida = tear….i created it on Saturday and something that pushed me to it was pretty unpleasant) turned to be short period LJ…….and probably the worst period of my life…..the way I moved to ahuliztli, I cut ties with so many people just because I couldn’t deal with some things……..all thanks to sb….you know that horrible feeling that you think everybody around actually believes in lies sb spread about you…….i am not sure if ahuiliztli (ahuiliztli = joy, happiness in nahuatl) brought me happiness……but my life backed to normality…and for once I am not moving LJ because of some drama……I am moving to be in the same point that I was when I created myouu…..
Hmm, I think I was about to say something more…..but forgot what….
Ah, the name……there isn’t any big meaning behind it…it is in nahuatl again…and I really hope I got it right…….ahuiliztli is also a girl name, so I checked list of other nahuatl names…..and from that list I picked two:
Icel (Izel, Içel) - unique, but unique in meaning ‘only one’ and not unique as special
Elehuia (Eleuia) - wish, to wish
So it gives something along the lines ‘only one wish’…plus it sounds really nice…..and that was important for me too
Ignore the girl…Hong Ki’s face expressions are so cute….just watch the beginning…their MVs are full of: love, gangs fighting and 2 of them falling for one girl….but I absolutely adore them…….. + Jonghun looks gorgeous in that one ;___;……..i know, I know….i am too old to spaz about those boys…but I yet have to meet sb who would say they think I look older than 20, so lets count it as excuse :P
And now I have to figure out how to make Mozilla my default browser once again…IE is gay…but nothing beats Opera….
subject line = something quoted from FTI's Soompi thread......pop world is full of cheese….