072 → one for me...two for you..
i feel like such a neglectful fan...i just checked my comm's flist and poor baby, the indies to major transition is already difficult as it is and now he lost his mom...
you know reading Aoi's blog is hard at times.....because you feel so stupid and inadequate...and there is that little Japanese guy, who seems so kind and honest and genuine and just a great person....and there is you...life failure number one...
well, the life failure number one uploaded some more (more than the 6 or 8 that i had despite paid account and adds-on) icons...actually listened to some songs from Shinee's album....yeah now, though it was released ages ago, was already repackaged and i own both types >.>...and even transfered new Dir en grey album to my mp3 player....i think i feel nostalgic recently, listening to DEG, watching old Gazette PVs today...good old times when everything was so new, bands wasn't trying too hard to be omg hardcore and VK didn't have legions of fangirls wetting their panties about every band...with or without any song out...
DEG album...umm, i don't know....half of it is too painful for me to listen to...too much freaking noise...and the slower songs, though i like them, lack the depth that Diru songs used to have.....yes, agree or don't....I think Dir en grey used to be about the best jrock band....the DEG circa Kisou that is.....to be honest the oh so popular massive Dir en grey bashing and trashing gets on my nerves, just like any massive bashing by ex fans...of anything and anybody...i don't know...maybe because i think every experience teach you something and change you as a person...everything you like or liked has some influence on you....
speaking of...believe it or not, i still have enough free time to browse around and check such a glorious places like jrocksecret (people do fantasize about getting it on with Miku from An cafe....ewwwwwwwwww)...well, there was that 'SuJu completed my life...i quit VK for them' secret....and i always wonder why in response to something like that there is milliard 'but you can like both of them' replies.....of course that you can.....but the reality is, you won't be a VK fan forever, there is real life waiting for you....someday....somewhere...that people usually tend to focus on one thing....or even if they want to find some balance still will be devoting more time to the fandom that is priority for them....and everybody who ever got into kpop knows it is more time sucking than jrock....and ugh, kpop is fun and sugary and just perfect for sb who like me has to deal with crap like: work/bills/fuck i am behind/shopping, cleaning, cooking...it just lets you forget easier about the real world waiting for you.....and dear god since when VK with all the make up, costumes and cross dressing is less gay than kpop....i look on both...total gayness, the first and the second...
Y si fuera ella, that Jonghyun solo song is absolutely gorgeous....absolutely ;__;
bitches were complaining about those eco bags at work, but that was expected....i am still very much amused why some clients can't pick the difference bettwen 'oh, i understand you' and 'god, majority of people coming here are as dumb **read: and so is you** as it can get, so it was expected'....i love how some people try to twist thing to look more intelligent than they are.....yeah, it is shop's fault that you didn't notice all those mentions, announcements and billboards.....because you can't be thoughtless, brainless and unable to read creature, right?....dealing with people every day really makes you lose any hope in humanity...guess why people have to pay for those bag? no, not only for shops to make money, but also because if you didn't have to, you would be using assloads of them...and now when you are forced to pay from your own money, you may actually consider reusing it for next shopping...simples as that...
my new life aim ;__; baby you must be mine
i also would like to note that Rame's new look speaks for itself :P
you know reading Aoi's blog is hard at times.....because you feel so stupid and inadequate...and there is that little Japanese guy, who seems so kind and honest and genuine and just a great person....and there is you...life failure number one...
well, the life failure number one uploaded some more (more than the 6 or 8 that i had despite paid account and adds-on) icons...actually listened to some songs from Shinee's album....yeah now, though it was released ages ago, was already repackaged and i own both types >.>...and even transfered new Dir en grey album to my mp3 player....i think i feel nostalgic recently, listening to DEG, watching old Gazette PVs today...good old times when everything was so new, bands wasn't trying too hard to be omg hardcore and VK didn't have legions of fangirls wetting their panties about every band...with or without any song out...
DEG album...umm, i don't know....half of it is too painful for me to listen to...too much freaking noise...and the slower songs, though i like them, lack the depth that Diru songs used to have.....yes, agree or don't....I think Dir en grey used to be about the best jrock band....the DEG circa Kisou that is.....to be honest the oh so popular massive Dir en grey bashing and trashing gets on my nerves, just like any massive bashing by ex fans...of anything and anybody...i don't know...maybe because i think every experience teach you something and change you as a person...everything you like or liked has some influence on you....
speaking of...believe it or not, i still have enough free time to browse around and check such a glorious places like jrocksecret (people do fantasize about getting it on with Miku from An cafe....ewwwwwwwwww)...well, there was that 'SuJu completed my life...i quit VK for them' secret....and i always wonder why in response to something like that there is milliard 'but you can like both of them' replies.....of course that you can.....but the reality is, you won't be a VK fan forever, there is real life waiting for you....someday....somewhere...that people usually tend to focus on one thing....or even if they want to find some balance still will be devoting more time to the fandom that is priority for them....and everybody who ever got into kpop knows it is more time sucking than jrock....and ugh, kpop is fun and sugary and just perfect for sb who like me has to deal with crap like: work/bills/fuck i am behind/shopping, cleaning, cooking...it just lets you forget easier about the real world waiting for you.....and dear god since when VK with all the make up, costumes and cross dressing is less gay than kpop....i look on both...total gayness, the first and the second...
Y si fuera ella, that Jonghyun solo song is absolutely gorgeous....absolutely ;__;
bitches were complaining about those eco bags at work, but that was expected....i am still very much amused why some clients can't pick the difference bettwen 'oh, i understand you' and 'god, majority of people coming here are as dumb **read: and so is you** as it can get, so it was expected'....i love how some people try to twist thing to look more intelligent than they are.....yeah, it is shop's fault that you didn't notice all those mentions, announcements and billboards.....because you can't be thoughtless, brainless and unable to read creature, right?....dealing with people every day really makes you lose any hope in humanity...guess why people have to pay for those bag? no, not only for shops to make money, but also because if you didn't have to, you would be using assloads of them...and now when you are forced to pay from your own money, you may actually consider reusing it for next shopping...simples as that...
my new life aim ;__; baby you must be mine
i also would like to note that Rame's new look speaks for itself :P