064 → time is the best teacher
I started typing this entry yesterday....but now when i reread it, everything i wrote seems so unimportant and out of date....and if i tried to be less vague than recently this post would be the longest thing i ever wrote....
i was counting days and hours till this Sunday (and no, not because it is 24th, happy birthday Yesungie, ILU)......you see after i started working at my current work place on the late October 2007 save for that long break in January I never took more than 4 days off in a row....after Ayabie concert i throw myself in such a work regime that save for work i stopped keeping myself up to date with everything that till that point was big part of my life....especially fandoms......to tell the truth perspective of having 1-2 (still didn't decide) weeks off is a bit scary and i feel weird not seeing my name on our schedule......but at the same time it is so refreshing, especially now knowing that my mom doesn't have cancer or any other incurable disease like i feared.....it is so refreshing to go sleep without thinking that you have to wake up early next day or come back home when it isn't dark outside....
I didn't tell much about the outcome of my exams, did I? well i did miserable on Polish...how ironic is that, get 2x more points on language that isn't even your mother tongue? thanks to that i lost any chances of getting accepted.......before getting results I was a bit torn if i even want to....i know weird thought....but when i got them i was a bit crushed and unsure what to do next.......I still don't know, there is few possibilities....but i know i need to do something to make my life more lively.....invest more time in actually developing, because i didn't remember when last time i went to cinema...or read a book or learned something new....some time ago i talked with some client about my k/j interest.....i met him few days ago and out of the blue he asked me about it.....what i replied makes me wonder if i put at least my 50% to achieve what i want? because things don't happen like that....
other stuff? I plan to shop and shop and shop....go home....catch up on things...spend 4538399 years searching for mushrooms....take 3629340423729393030 photos...listen to FTI's new album...i theoretically listened to it, but with some albums it takes few days to actually listen to all songs more than once or twice....i had the 9th track (Don't love me) on repeat during last two days.....that definitely doesn't help...but it is so endlessly gorgeous....and really, why none of you is fangirling FTI like mad?....I think kpop really makes me enjoy the music more.....where listening to new album of any of my favorite artist is something special...
tomorrow is my SuJu 356 days ani (i am silly, silly creature stfu)...i read through Soompi drama (Soompi had one of the most ridiculous rules ever) and i don't know what to think...I know that it will never end and I don't know why people take backlash of that SJM/only13 on the boys....and whatever is their stance on that issue... so what? they are still people and they can have their own opinion on it....Min wrote 'super junior kry+t+m+happy = 1', it didn't make me like him any less...so why so much negativity on whatever Leeteuk said and his only13 stance?...SuJu....as silly as it may sound, they made me learn so many things.......I consider DBSK the best band that comes from Korea....I love Big Bang, because whatever they put out i never hate it...FTI joins the subtle with youthful energy.....theoretically music wise SuJu can't compare with those bands...yet they are so likable...but then it is hard to logically explain love or why you like something, right?
umm, and Plastic tree is coming to Poland, did i say that? maybe in the end i should sneak to Poznan?
Tonberry wins....so much....sometimes:
our favorite trendy aristocratique gothique vampirique lolitique europeantique frenchitique baroquique elegantique (etc, etcique) band Versaillers are a bunch of bored japanese men in their mid-30 with no desire of becoming salarymen so they decided to do a couple of Malmsteen covers with a bit of gayness to it to suit the fangirl taste and earn some bucks while they discover how Kisaki makes his money without actually doing music.
and i wonder......do i have a type.....like a type of people i choose to be friends with? and why so many times i feel in many cases when we drift apart i feel like i dislike the people i used to like....or find them self-centered or hypocritical? or maybe it is me?...and i am sick of people that say something not too nice....even jokingly, but when you reply with the same they start cry fest.....what you give is what you get...
and 453834949499494 please do camwhore more...yes, i am still on my favorite kboy has a birthday today
i was counting days and hours till this Sunday (and no, not because it is 24th, happy birthday Yesungie, ILU)......you see after i started working at my current work place on the late October 2007 save for that long break in January I never took more than 4 days off in a row....after Ayabie concert i throw myself in such a work regime that save for work i stopped keeping myself up to date with everything that till that point was big part of my life....especially fandoms......to tell the truth perspective of having 1-2 (still didn't decide) weeks off is a bit scary and i feel weird not seeing my name on our schedule......but at the same time it is so refreshing, especially now knowing that my mom doesn't have cancer or any other incurable disease like i feared.....it is so refreshing to go sleep without thinking that you have to wake up early next day or come back home when it isn't dark outside....
I didn't tell much about the outcome of my exams, did I? well i did miserable on Polish...how ironic is that, get 2x more points on language that isn't even your mother tongue? thanks to that i lost any chances of getting accepted.......before getting results I was a bit torn if i even want to....i know weird thought....but when i got them i was a bit crushed and unsure what to do next.......I still don't know, there is few possibilities....but i know i need to do something to make my life more lively.....invest more time in actually developing, because i didn't remember when last time i went to cinema...or read a book or learned something new....some time ago i talked with some client about my k/j interest.....i met him few days ago and out of the blue he asked me about it.....what i replied makes me wonder if i put at least my 50% to achieve what i want? because things don't happen like that....
other stuff? I plan to shop and shop and shop....go home....catch up on things...spend 4538399 years searching for mushrooms....take 3629340423729393030 photos...listen to FTI's new album...i theoretically listened to it, but with some albums it takes few days to actually listen to all songs more than once or twice....i had the 9th track (Don't love me) on repeat during last two days.....that definitely doesn't help...but it is so endlessly gorgeous....and really, why none of you is fangirling FTI like mad?....I think kpop really makes me enjoy the music more.....where listening to new album of any of my favorite artist is something special...
tomorrow is my SuJu 356 days ani (i am silly, silly creature stfu)...i read through Soompi drama (Soompi had one of the most ridiculous rules ever) and i don't know what to think...I know that it will never end and I don't know why people take backlash of that SJM/only13 on the boys....and whatever is their stance on that issue... so what? they are still people and they can have their own opinion on it....Min wrote 'super junior kry+t+m+happy = 1', it didn't make me like him any less...so why so much negativity on whatever Leeteuk said and his only13 stance?...SuJu....as silly as it may sound, they made me learn so many things.......I consider DBSK the best band that comes from Korea....I love Big Bang, because whatever they put out i never hate it...FTI joins the subtle with youthful energy.....theoretically music wise SuJu can't compare with those bands...yet they are so likable...but then it is hard to logically explain love or why you like something, right?
umm, and Plastic tree is coming to Poland, did i say that? maybe in the end i should sneak to Poznan?
Tonberry wins....so much....sometimes:
our favorite trendy aristocratique gothique vampirique lolitique europeantique frenchitique baroquique elegantique (etc, etcique) band Versaillers are a bunch of bored japanese men in their mid-30 with no desire of becoming salarymen so they decided to do a couple of Malmsteen covers with a bit of gayness to it to suit the fangirl taste and earn some bucks while they discover how Kisaki makes his money without actually doing music.
and i wonder......do i have a type.....like a type of people i choose to be friends with? and why so many times i feel in many cases when we drift apart i feel like i dislike the people i used to like....or find them self-centered or hypocritical? or maybe it is me?...and i am sick of people that say something not too nice....even jokingly, but when you reply with the same they start cry fest.....what you give is what you get...
and 453834949499494 please do camwhore more...yes, i am still on my favorite kboy has a birthday today