Living on a prayer.

[icekweem23]

Warning: Flood of emoness within. This is what happens when Joseph finds himself with a couple days of "free time", with real-life interruptions coming only from bills and application worries.

Oh. And I'm sorry I haven't been reading anyone's journals!! I'm such a frigging leech. T_T I swear I will try to within the next couple of days, whenever I

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[taint3dhalo]

I get what you mean, though. Two weeks after like 3 years of absence is never enough. you get this weird sense that youre an outsider at a place you call home. it feels weird looking at places that hold many dear memories. we take things that are certain for granted.

i made that mistake when i was there. i didnt want to get close again to people coz goodbyes hurt so much. and knowing that i'll have to do it again, with the same uncertainty of when im returning ... knowing i missed and will be missing important events. Graduation, for them, is around the corner. we missed their debuts three years ago.

youre pushing them away, just because it makes it easier to leave.

we are stuck of this state between duty and comfort. i get jealous of my friends who can go home for break, that real sense of going home to comfort and high school memories. i get sad when people tell me to invite friends - knowing i couldnt because they are far away.

roommates food thingy? we have these shelves system thingy. in the pantry, each roommate has its own shelf. in the fridge, each roommate only touches what they bought.

college? whatever happens will happen. it sucks that you are losing your drive. i dont know but is it possible to be accepted to a university but not a specific college? my experience with MD is that i was accepting to UMD but not to the college of journalism.

heh. equally long comment to a long entry.

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