Nov 29, 2006 04:19
well first off...it been quite a while since i've written anything...and i am kinda freezing to death down here because i'm just a lil sick and have a lack of body heat as my toes go numb....
last week was thanksgiving...it was awesome...a bunch of my friends were home...and a special girl was home too...i totally didn't realize how much i really missed her..and how much i love spending time with her...and talking with her...and holding her hand...
it was also my niece's/goddaughter's birthday last week..she finally turned three...it was so awesome...they grow up so quickly..time goes so fast...and yet she's still so little..
thanksgiving dinner was nice...16 people strong at my sisters house...we had so much food too...turkey, pork, rice, corn, peas, carrots, gravy, mashed potatos, a-he(a spanish hotsauce-like garnish eaten with dinner)(that's just the phonetic pronouciation) stuffing, salad, baked ziti, bread, sweet potatos with marshmellows, cranberry sauce...i think that's everything...yea...it tasted so good..i think i want more....
so yea...just been kinda emo-y lately...a good kind of emo-y....a happi-nervous kind....something new....something new with her...
oh time for random poem-metric words(i guess that means lyrics)(from Hawthorne Heights "Silver Bullet" "Niki FM" "Saying Sorry" "Ohio is for Lovers" :
"Just a few last hours, we gotta make this count
We're counting backwards
(Just a few last hours, we gotta make this count)
We're falling forwards."
"Let's go down now
into the darkness
of your thoughts
hurry up now"
"I'm outside of your window with my radio"
"I sleep with one eye open so I can
see you breathing (I sleep with one eye open)
I follow your chest home
Until I, (so I can see you breathing)
I can see you, I can hear you breathe in--exhale"
"Tonight, we fly away so high.
Our first full moon sky.
I'll breathe you in,
I won't let you down,
I won't hold you back,
I won't make a sound."
"Can you sleep at night,
If I hold you tight.
I won't let you go,
This feels so right."
"So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone."
(less then three)