Mar 14, 2006 19:46
i can't win....i really can't.....i found two.....and they were both awesome.....then i chose one....only one.....i chose for life....i never stopped...i never stopped loving her......i really truely didn't.....I always understood her....i love her.....but she won't let me marry her.....because she's sick......and i know i am always searching for love but because i can't have her....and she's the only one i want....she's the only girl i can take to be my wife....i pictured her as my wife.....the mother of my children.....and now MY ANGEL....MY ICEANGEL....MY FIRST AND ONLY ICEANGEL IS BEING TAKEN FROM ME.......he's calling her back...it's not fair.....your taking her from me...and as simple minded as that sounds.....i can't love anyone like her
she is everything i could ever hope for in a girl/woman/lover.....i barely found her....i truly barely found..her....i never forgot anything about her....and she's leaving me.....she still has time but she's leaving me.........
...she's not afraid but totally strong about it....and i want her not to go.....it is so ironic....she has never been afraid....and she's not now....
it almost sounds wrong to say i found my soulmate...but i have no problem saying that she probably is mine....