Jun 28, 2009 03:21
...Hi.
I guess from the tittle of this blog, it will be official that I am b***ing.
Why, a sane person would ask?
Well, because my ex best friend made out with my ex boyfriend in front of HER ex boyfriend.
That's a lot of ex's. A lot changed. I guess, not seeing each other every day made us all realise that we just need to spend time together, or kill each other off through IMs. Cause that is exactly how I am feeling.
I mean, I had it figured out MONTHS ago. No one believed me!
Awaiting. And yesterday. We went into two different directions YESTERDAY. -laughs- And what does she do?
Clings herself onto him. What a slut. And I'm not even screwing around.
And in front of her ex, too. I don't even get that. How idiotic can she be? The guy called me with almost a mental BREAKDOWN. And we were fighting for WEEKS. And he calls me. I yelled at him, too, before almost hanging up.
But he told me. Haha. I couldn't believe it, at first. SO glad I was not there to see it.
Why, why the hell am I ALWAYS right?! I'm psychic, I know, but goodness, WHY?
If they'd BELIEVE me, and KNOW me, but they DON'T!! My mind is completely closed to them! They know nothing! They think they're smart and they know every single thing that I am thinking, and that I am, and that I do, but they know nothing!
They think I'm crazy?! They DON'T KNOW THE MEANING.
I would thrash and scream, and get out of my line to get back at them, but I won't.
I'd rather point and laugh when a meteor drops on her head! Or miraculously, something else completely mysterious happens!
Do I still have feelings for Nathan?! A question that I CANNOT ANSWER. Maybe it was just an other stupid fight. But I feel like I have SO much off my chest now that I'm not CLAIMED as HIS.
FREEDOM. I think that is what it's called. Whatever.
I'm not going to listen to anyone any more. I am my own!!
NO ONE CAN DO S**T TO ME.
They're lucky to be where they are!!
Love, XOXO
EIEN
hate friends stupid idiots with no lives