Feb 18, 2008 02:18
this semester isnt starting out right already. i feel that sometime during this semester i'm going to have a breakdown. i'm taking harder courses this semester. I'm already super stressed. I have so much going on right now its crazy. I'm not sure how to handle it. I'm not myself. People keep asking me whats wrong and all i can say i'm stressed i'm worried i'm going to do bad. i cant help but worry. i'm actually freaking out that i'm not going to do well, that i'm not going to get things done in time, and that my gpa that i've worked so hard for is going to plunge. I dont want to drop my classes. Every class that i'm taking i'm going to have to take some time here during my college years. ugggh i need to break down i think, but i'm not sure howw much that is going to help,.
i dont want a repeat of what happened last year. i worked so hard to get to this point.