Confusion
Confusion races through my body,
I don't understand why my life is
going for the worst,
I'm starting to question myself.
I feel like I'm not worthy to have this life
that God gave me to work with,
I even feel not worthy to wear this cross
around my neck.
Why do I feel this way?
Why now?
I just want to cry,
but I just can't.
Maybe just maybe,
soon I'll know why I feel so lost,
then I'll start to understand.
Written: January 3, 2001
I don't understand why my life is
going for the worst,
I'm starting to question myself.
I feel like I'm not worthy to have this life
that God gave me to work with,
I even feel not worthy to wear this cross
around my neck.
Why do I feel this way?
Why now?
I just want to cry,
but I just can't.
Maybe just maybe,
soon I'll know why I feel so lost,
then I'll start to understand.
Written: January 3, 2001