Sep 07, 2010 23:10
A question races through my mind,
a question that I dare not answer,
as I read this letter from him.
The question still races through my mind,
"Does he love you?"
why now,
why decide this now?
He asked me if we could be more then friends,
I said yes,
yes we can be more then friends.
Months of love, lust, and romance,
crash down on me with this question,
"Does he love you?"
Why won't this question leave?
Is it trying to warn me of something,
I wonder?
Then one day a letter came,
it was addressed to me,
it was from him.
Ripping the envolope to get to the letter,
unfolding the letter tro see what he has to say,
my excitement turned to darkness as I read this letter from him.
Things won't work between us he said,
a litte time off will be the best for the both of us,
he continues to say.
Tears come to my eyes,
then anger came next,
what happend between us?
did I not keep him happy enough?
Then that question came,
the same question that came to me when I was
with him,
"Does he love you?"
I cried out,
"NO! Leave me alone!"
"You've ruined my life!"
but maybe this question means well,
and I thought about the question,
"Does he love you?"
Does he love you?"
Maybe him and I know deep in our hearts
that we are ment to be in the future,
I hope that is true.
A new thought came to me,
but not as a question but as an answer,
"He does love you."
Written: July 16th, 1999