Just one big f***ing ray of sunshine...
I thought this was the sunshine state... It's been like 3 weeks of rain every day. Can't keep my car clean, can't visit the track, and can't go to the beach (not that I go often anyways.) Well, on to my life this month.... It's the same life as always... My social and home lifes suck, my car is my only happy place. I know, not like this is new at all. I'll start on the personal, that way I can talk about the car at the end, and walk away from my comp not too depressed. Still as single as they come. I know, still nothing new. Chat with people, flirt with the women, etc, still a nice guy, but out on the hunt. :) Thing is, it seems like most of the women out, are already in relationships... Are there more guys than women, leaving us men to fight over the women? (I'm sure they'd love that.) Or is it more girls than guys, just some guys get all the girls, and get away with it... So far the only woman who's showing interest in me, is a big black woman in her 30's... Or higher... Don't actually know her age... And when I say big, I mean, she is NOT getting on top. I'd bet money she outweighs me, and I'm almost 200 lbs. She's a hefty gal. She might not be too bad looking about 100 lbs lighter...
She's the only one interested, aside from this one gay guy at work as well... Once again, he's 28 I think. No women my age, and apparently, no men either. (Not that I'm gay, but why can't anyone my age be interested?) Doesn't help that my best friend is with his fiance, another's got a long distance relationship going, one -who's younger than me- is having a grand ole time, coming home very pleased if you know what I mean... Of the core group of 7, 3 I KNOW are in serious, romantic and sexual relationships, 1 is trying to see if a long distance one can work, 1 MAY (dunno if he really is, he lies about them) be in something of a relationship now... Just CJ and I left, and even then CJ is out drinking with some friends, hanging with like 3 or 4 girls, 2 of which are close friends, 1 of them I'd bet if he asked to go out with him, would. Then there's me as always. Single as always, and getting tired of it as usual. I've got the worst dating record, with 1 relationship, that lasted a month, (which a certain friend of mine likes to tease me about) and then one night stands with 3 different women. They weren't even that good looking either... 1 was just pretty skanky... The neglected housewife I'd met online... She needed some, I was young, desperate, etc... And that was just over 4 years ago... Then it was a classmate from my Abnormal Psychology class (great place to meet women, eh?) That one was about 1 year ago. We fooled around in a movie theater, (I still have no idea what happened in Along Came a Spider) and then had a second date that was fun. The last one was back in April, solid gal... With 2 kids, and an ex-husband... Damn, looking at that doesn't inspire me with pride... *pointing a gun at his peice* "What was that shit?" Ah well, so, still a loser in the romantic department. The home life is the same as always, father doesn't want me as a son, fighting with mother, little brother competing with/looking up to me... Same old shit... The only thing that still keeps me going is my car... Can't keep my baby clean because of the weather, wet, dirty rain is a pain. But been keeping the interior nice, and my buddy with the fiance got some new leather conditioner for me, is very very nice. Also this month have gotten my lowering springs, (dropped the car's front 1.5 inches, the rear 1.0 inches._ the stylish billet grille, and... I put purple neons on the car as well. 1997 Cadillac Eldorado, silver with a black half top. A certian buddy hates the half top, but too bad, I like it. :) Thus far, all the mods look good, stylish, and haven't crossed the line into tasteless. I'm proud to say, she's still a sweet ride, not a customization taken too far. Rides like a fun touring car, rather than classic Cadillac, which is kind of what I've been aiming for. I'm still very very pleased with it. So far, everyone who's seen it has had nothing but good things to say. So, there's my current month... We'll see how long it'll be before I post again...
She's the only one interested, aside from this one gay guy at work as well... Once again, he's 28 I think. No women my age, and apparently, no men either. (Not that I'm gay, but why can't anyone my age be interested?) Doesn't help that my best friend is with his fiance, another's got a long distance relationship going, one -who's younger than me- is having a grand ole time, coming home very pleased if you know what I mean... Of the core group of 7, 3 I KNOW are in serious, romantic and sexual relationships, 1 is trying to see if a long distance one can work, 1 MAY (dunno if he really is, he lies about them) be in something of a relationship now... Just CJ and I left, and even then CJ is out drinking with some friends, hanging with like 3 or 4 girls, 2 of which are close friends, 1 of them I'd bet if he asked to go out with him, would. Then there's me as always. Single as always, and getting tired of it as usual. I've got the worst dating record, with 1 relationship, that lasted a month, (which a certain friend of mine likes to tease me about) and then one night stands with 3 different women. They weren't even that good looking either... 1 was just pretty skanky... The neglected housewife I'd met online... She needed some, I was young, desperate, etc... And that was just over 4 years ago... Then it was a classmate from my Abnormal Psychology class (great place to meet women, eh?) That one was about 1 year ago. We fooled around in a movie theater, (I still have no idea what happened in Along Came a Spider) and then had a second date that was fun. The last one was back in April, solid gal... With 2 kids, and an ex-husband... Damn, looking at that doesn't inspire me with pride... *pointing a gun at his peice* "What was that shit?" Ah well, so, still a loser in the romantic department. The home life is the same as always, father doesn't want me as a son, fighting with mother, little brother competing with/looking up to me... Same old shit... The only thing that still keeps me going is my car... Can't keep my baby clean because of the weather, wet, dirty rain is a pain. But been keeping the interior nice, and my buddy with the fiance got some new leather conditioner for me, is very very nice. Also this month have gotten my lowering springs, (dropped the car's front 1.5 inches, the rear 1.0 inches._ the stylish billet grille, and... I put purple neons on the car as well. 1997 Cadillac Eldorado, silver with a black half top. A certian buddy hates the half top, but too bad, I like it. :) Thus far, all the mods look good, stylish, and haven't crossed the line into tasteless. I'm proud to say, she's still a sweet ride, not a customization taken too far. Rides like a fun touring car, rather than classic Cadillac, which is kind of what I've been aiming for. I'm still very very pleased with it. So far, everyone who's seen it has had nothing but good things to say. So, there's my current month... We'll see how long it'll be before I post again...