You'd think I'd learn by now
I have got to stop hanging out with my couple friends. Helped David and Jenna, and Gumby and Ashley move today. Both are sickeningly sweet, highly sexual couples. I have GOT to avoid shit like that. Right now, I have only 1 good friend who's not either in a relationship, or working on it. CJ, my good buddy. If he posts in here saying hey Phil, I've met this girl, I am shooting myself. My buddy Heath claims to be working on some girl.. Patrick's got a girl, sigh, not running through the list. But 10 months.... since ANY sexual contact. You know, I hear about this 40 Days and 40 Nights movie... something about a guy swearing off sex for 40 days for Lent. I'D KILL TO ONLY HAVE TO WAIT 40 DAYS!!! Tis a bad night, I'm sick of this shit. Course I'm also getting yelled at by girls for shit I don't know about yet. I don't friggin get it, I'm a nice guy, not that damn ugly. Of course I see some ugly mother*** with some hot girls. Yet, I couldn't get lucky with a million dollars in a whorehouse. Can't find a girl who likes me at all. I don't know what it is, I'm always polite, gentlemanly, friendly, yet no girls are ever interested. I have good hygiene, a decent sense of humor, dress in clean, matching clothes, etc... What is it about me that girls dislike? And it is dislike, still can't find a girl who wants to hang around me at all, etc. Sigh, where's my gun, I'm hungry....