[00:12] uckfay: -the ties are at the north pole now-
Ow....got up early...but the weather was nice when I woke at least.
I want to go back to bed
or dance
or something
LQ found some really good music, so maybe I can do both...
I think what I really want to do though is make up with Margo and Allie and have us get along like we used to...but that probably won't happen because I can't change that I'm not like them, and I don't want to try to fit in like I used to. They seem to resent me for it though, or at least we don't get along that well anymore...they make me feel that the grounded, sane sensation I had at nova is gone and I have to question why I feel so comfortable there. Which is total bullshit since I finally found somewhere where people don't want me to pretend to be like them, pretend to be a preppy ditz.
I never was much good at it anyhow *shrug*
I want to go back to bed
or dance
or something
LQ found some really good music, so maybe I can do both...
I think what I really want to do though is make up with Margo and Allie and have us get along like we used to...but that probably won't happen because I can't change that I'm not like them, and I don't want to try to fit in like I used to. They seem to resent me for it though, or at least we don't get along that well anymore...they make me feel that the grounded, sane sensation I had at nova is gone and I have to question why I feel so comfortable there. Which is total bullshit since I finally found somewhere where people don't want me to pretend to be like them, pretend to be a preppy ditz.
I never was much good at it anyhow *shrug*