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Day three of my hopeless fight with an impending aging.
Current age -25 and 10 months
3 days ago (to be exact) I have discovered tiny frown lines on my forehead. With closer inspection, more became uncovered in the "smile" area.
First impulse - Oh. Crap. Crap. Shit. No. fucking. way
So, my thoughts: my dad started turning gray in his late teens. Ok, at least, I don't think I have grays yet. Good news number one
Bad news - those suckers under my eyes and on my forehead are the dreaded fine lines, or the pre-wrinkles.
Bye-bye the looks of the teens.. if at the University Im currently attending no one knows my real age until I say so, it seems that by the graduation I will actually start looking my age. How frustrating.. how scary.. I waited for so long to be looking "my age". I hopelessly dreamed of that when I wanted to date guys a bit older than me in high school... But they always thought that I was younger.. too much younger, and now, just when I started loving my younger looks, they will be gone.
Careful with what you wish for,right?
However
I never-ever give up without the fight.
Hello under eye creams (olay age defying to be exact) and neutrogena serum. I'm still sunproofing (as always due to photodermatosis) , doing daily facial cleaning with Clean and clear advantage and Neutrogena naturals gel (rotating).
Plan for the future - solution
1. Get more sleep by any means necessary (I guess, 5 hrs/day isn't a such a good idea after all)
2. Lay off heavy foods, no more eating past 7 pm
3. Honey, try to lay off on coffee.. from a liter to at least 500 ml a day won't kill me, will it?
4. more vegetables. I know, I already eat like a cow, nevertheless, EAT MORE DAMN VEGETABLES (that includes carrots)
5. More sex. Obviously
6. don't forget your vitamins, because pt 1-4 will be ignored during the final exams
7. Use creams on schedule, not once "when I remember"
8. go back to yoga and running.
9. Need to lose 5 lbs in 2 months and keep them off. (10 lbs ideally in 4 months)
10. Forget about thanksgiving food! eat a salad instead.
Current age -25 and 10 months
3 days ago (to be exact) I have discovered tiny frown lines on my forehead. With closer inspection, more became uncovered in the "smile" area.
First impulse - Oh. Crap. Crap. Shit. No. fucking. way
So, my thoughts: my dad started turning gray in his late teens. Ok, at least, I don't think I have grays yet. Good news number one
Bad news - those suckers under my eyes and on my forehead are the dreaded fine lines, or the pre-wrinkles.
Bye-bye the looks of the teens.. if at the University Im currently attending no one knows my real age until I say so, it seems that by the graduation I will actually start looking my age. How frustrating.. how scary.. I waited for so long to be looking "my age". I hopelessly dreamed of that when I wanted to date guys a bit older than me in high school... But they always thought that I was younger.. too much younger, and now, just when I started loving my younger looks, they will be gone.
Careful with what you wish for,right?
However
I never-ever give up without the fight.
Hello under eye creams (olay age defying to be exact) and neutrogena serum. I'm still sunproofing (as always due to photodermatosis) , doing daily facial cleaning with Clean and clear advantage and Neutrogena naturals gel (rotating).
Plan for the future - solution
1. Get more sleep by any means necessary (I guess, 5 hrs/day isn't a such a good idea after all)
2. Lay off heavy foods, no more eating past 7 pm
3. Honey, try to lay off on coffee.. from a liter to at least 500 ml a day won't kill me, will it?
4. more vegetables. I know, I already eat like a cow, nevertheless, EAT MORE DAMN VEGETABLES (that includes carrots)
5. More sex. Obviously
6. don't forget your vitamins, because pt 1-4 will be ignored during the final exams
7. Use creams on schedule, not once "when I remember"
8. go back to yoga and running.
9. Need to lose 5 lbs in 2 months and keep them off. (10 lbs ideally in 4 months)
10. Forget about thanksgiving food! eat a salad instead.