and so

[icefish]

and so, i cant smell but Rob just drove himself away from the couch with his gas. hes back. ok, i can kind of smell now. wow.

anyway ive been reading my old journal entries, from the beginning, and trying to let go of the past and the things ive held onto for so long.

i found out that i used to do a lot.

ive become afraid of my friends. no.

im afraid of everyone, i havent been the same sence i went crazy. and been a family. and stuff.