Mar 13, 2011 00:17
like maria? how do you catch a cloud and pin it down? how do you solve a problem like maria? how do you catch a moonbeam in your hand?
no, I'm not watching sound of music, but much like Julie Andrews i am spinning on a mountain top surrounded by green grass, tall trees, clouds and a brilliant sunrise peaking over the horizon...
no, not literally either.
you see, Ive found it. Ive found the one thing in all the world that can make me perfectly happy. beyond all the misery built into my brain. beyond all the failures and the addictions and the imperfections i am happy.
i am in a beautiful place. Florida. but the beautiful place I'm talking about is inside. because while i am farther away from Rob than i have been for the last 4 years that we were together i am... i can be, peaceful. blissful. my smile when i hear my step kids, my assurance, my peacefulness.
this is bliss. my family lives in my heart, and we can never be apart.
David, Elizabeth, Young David, Stephen, Mary, James, Hannah, Grandma, Vince, Grandpa, Margret, Mom, Aiden, and Me... Yippy!