nerves
tomorrow i am going to be spending two hours in training for my internship. i just spent the last hour + writting up a journal on how i feel about where im headed. nervous, excited, unsure. ready and yet so unready its hard to breath.
my stomach has been upset for quite a while now. at the end of last semester i felt nauseous as ever and now im descovering that i am again. along with other sensitivities... im excited and terified and confused and so happy but scared to get a test. afraid of a yes, and more afraid of a no. im waiting and praying and hoping and waiting. now im afraid if my stomach stops hurting. what if it is all just stress? that would be great and horrible all together.
oh, and my left foot is swollen.... owch!! its hard to walk and idk how im suposed to do areobics in an hour. AHH~!!
my stomach has been upset for quite a while now. at the end of last semester i felt nauseous as ever and now im descovering that i am again. along with other sensitivities... im excited and terified and confused and so happy but scared to get a test. afraid of a yes, and more afraid of a no. im waiting and praying and hoping and waiting. now im afraid if my stomach stops hurting. what if it is all just stress? that would be great and horrible all together.
oh, and my left foot is swollen.... owch!! its hard to walk and idk how im suposed to do areobics in an hour. AHH~!!