and this:

[icefish]

is how
i type
and write

and this:
is how
i read
its right

and this:
is how
i hide
at night

and this:
is how
i fight

with words

and this:
is how
i find
my way

and this:
is how
i look
tonight

and this:
is how
i miss
my flight

and this:
is how
i sleep

alright?

sleept late this morning
i was wicked pissed at myself for being late to work
and now when i wake up
before its time to
im staying up

it SUCKED!
im used to eating breakfast now!!
im used to having time to read!
and time to pee!

here i go, abnormal psych.
my mom swoops down
and saves me

thankyou God
for her

you know she was worried
about me
because she hadnt seen me
sence tuesday?

and she called rob
at work
said:
"emergency!"

i love my mother
i love her more
every day
she saves me
and feeds me!
and she gives me cloths
and my home
and money
so i can call her
with my phone :)
so i can stay in school

because she knows what matters

but damn it

i wish i could pay
for more than a place to stay
than a few gallons
to get me there.

well, i didnt get fired for being 37 minutes late~and i have 4 more hours to work
tomarrow
tomarrow
is when things will turn
and my head will reattach.

hopefully.