Oct 31, 2004 10:12
Sorry I haven't been keeping up with this, I've been busy or just to lazy. I'm not sure how comfortable I am with having my life on the internet either, lol. Oh well heres some new stuff.
Well, I have given questions but recieved no answers. I have been interested in this guy and we seemed to be dating. The time we were together he would have his arms around me plus more.(not to much more lol dont get me wrong here) When I asked him what was the deal between us he never responded. A friend of mine told me that he just wanted to be friends with me and I was fine with that, at least I had an answer. Friday night a huge group of people went out to a "haunted house" and he showed up. Once he saw me he came over and held my hand then had his arm around me. Then later that night one of our other friends and him were laying on the floor together. Another detail I realized is he only calls me on the weekends. Now can anyone tell me what the hell is going on? I was deeply hurt and confused. I really like him but I don't deserve this. I'm sick of being with guys who treat me like crap and dont care how I feel. I'm sick of being his weekend girl.
Then I have another guy who really really likes me but I'm not as interested in him. When I told him the truth about me not exactly liking him and liking another guy he blew up in my face. He chewed me out on the phone when I tried to explain so I hung up and now were not talking. I guess I don't deserve that either. I told the truth and thats all I can do.
So anyone have any comments?! Well, I have to go to work then work in my haunted house tonight, if you know who I am come stop by. Even though this journal seems like I would be in the mood of confused or something on the negative side I'm still happy and hyper. If you know me, then you know I'm usually always happy and upbeat. Right Krystal?!?!