Feb 08, 2007 15:33
goods afternoon
me n jerry have broken up maybe for good who knows but all i know is that i am soooooooooooooooooooooo
fuckinggggggggggggg
depresseddddddddddd
i walk with a heavy heart ... and small heart attacks... iam being soo strong and at the same time i am the weekest i have ever been
every things feel like a pain to me ... i dont feel like doing anything .... i love jerry
but fuck it if its not meant to be... i really thought we would make it ... and i thought of marring him .... he changed my mind of having kids .....
he changed my mind in alot of ways
althought sometimes he didnt treat me right i was always willing to fix it
willing to fix every problem we had i guess u only do that when ur married not boyfriend and girlfriend
now its going to kill me knowing hes going to be out there with different girls and i cant even look at another guy right now
a new begining ended with a beinging ending with a beginging who finally ended it all and starts a new begining