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This is a message to all my friends....
Im soo sorry for being so crummy these past couple of days. Its just well i dont even know anymore. I LOVE YOU GUYS!! Truely and from the bottom to the tippy top of my heart! Ive relized a few things these past couple of days and thats that you dont just stop caring about someone. I dont know why but i had these outlandishly absurd contradictions about my friends.....I had this vision in my head of what a friendship is and that was that when I would act in a way that was outside my normal way of thinking(like feeling mad about something) that was it...our friendship would be over...but ive relized when you finally find true frinds that care about you just as much as you do then you have to hold on to them and not let go. Why i got soo worked up about little things i dont no. I hope everyone still loves me cause i love you....and you know who you are.
This is a nessage to a certain friend....
Please if you truely care about me just as much as you swear you do...you will stop using and abusing methanthedimines(sp). Please i love you so much and i was there for you through everything rehab, AA and NA meetings, pshyc homes, the whole works . Please dont get yourself sent away again its not worth it. I dont want to lose you again but as of now i see you traveling down that same road we both traveled once before. Its getting to the point where im trying to just forget about you cause it just hurts so much to watch someone continue to hurt themselves. I have not felt so unhappy in a long time and i cant let you do this to me anymore.
Im soo sorry for being so crummy these past couple of days. Its just well i dont even know anymore. I LOVE YOU GUYS!! Truely and from the bottom to the tippy top of my heart! Ive relized a few things these past couple of days and thats that you dont just stop caring about someone. I dont know why but i had these outlandishly absurd contradictions about my friends.....I had this vision in my head of what a friendship is and that was that when I would act in a way that was outside my normal way of thinking(like feeling mad about something) that was it...our friendship would be over...but ive relized when you finally find true frinds that care about you just as much as you do then you have to hold on to them and not let go. Why i got soo worked up about little things i dont no. I hope everyone still loves me cause i love you....and you know who you are.
This is a nessage to a certain friend....
Please if you truely care about me just as much as you swear you do...you will stop using and abusing methanthedimines(sp). Please i love you so much and i was there for you through everything rehab, AA and NA meetings, pshyc homes, the whole works . Please dont get yourself sent away again its not worth it. I dont want to lose you again but as of now i see you traveling down that same road we both traveled once before. Its getting to the point where im trying to just forget about you cause it just hurts so much to watch someone continue to hurt themselves. I have not felt so unhappy in a long time and i cant let you do this to me anymore.