UGH!!
UGH!! i'm sooo mad!!! everytime i try to hang out with other people besides rachel, ashley, and ansley it ALWAYS seems like something goes wrong so they can't do it. Like when i invited Alyssa to go to 6 flags with us, we didn't go because of the hurricane... and then when i invited her to go on the boat with us, she couldn't because they were doing stuff with her room... and then today i was sooo close to doing something with catherine, but no, her parents suddenly decided that she couldn't go see a movie (which was only 2 hours) 2 hours before we were going to leave!!! Its just a movie!! its not like she's going away for a week!!! Maybe there's a sign in all this, maybe i should only hang out with rachel, ashley and ansley! it just makes me sooo mad! i think i find good friends, but they can NEVER do anything when i ask them!! it's like i finally get up the courage, but hours before we're going to go, something happens and they can't, or we can't! it just SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!