Becoming a little more....outgoing?
So, I think I made up my mind to go after someone....
I met him as a freshman last year and for some reason, since I only have a semester left and I'm leaving in December, I feel the need to be around all my club friends like 24/7. I never really feel ready to part ways. Somehow, I began talking with this guy more. On Wednesday, we had Japan club and I had to do a presentation (it ended up being on video games in Japan, specifically Otome ♥) and I brought my PSP with me for people to play. We talked a lot that night and I even got to drive him back to his dorm. We were talking about so much and just didn't want to end the conversation. Then on Thursday, I spent from 9:40 to 1:50 talking to him and his roommate outside about various things. It was really really entertaining to talk with them.
I spent Friday evening with the two of them again from like 1:30 to 11:30-ish watching GANTZ and talking and showing them Arashi. I also promptly let this guy borrow my PSP so that he could play Hakuouki, lol. After I had dropped the two of them back at their dorm, I was made fun of by the roommates. According to them, there was a third guy and I'm a whore, lol. I run a harem, lol.
Tonight though, ALL of my roommates were out and I didn't really feel like being along in the quiet apartment so I contacted him and I made the decision to just spontaneously go to his dorm. The two of us ended up going to a near-by park and playing on the swings and on the playground. Then we walked and talked a long winding path then found some gazebo where we sat at picnic tables and talked some more. He proclaimed that he ran warm and I was getting cold sitting out there (I SWEAR THAT NYCC DID SOMETHING TO ME!!) so I swiftly made use of that, sitting against his back, even leaning my head on his back for a little bit. I probably could have stayed there but I have this thing about giving myself away and I also didn't want to look like a creeper since we were really only starting to hang out. I don't want to scare him away (> ~ <). After that we walked back to the park but I gripped onto his arm cause "I was cold." Really, even though I was cold, it was an excuse to get close >__>
We went out from 10 - 2:20 am. And I'm not tired at all, hence writing this. But the one thing that makes my heart sink was something he said to me. "You're like the older sister I never had."
DAMN IT!!!! I sure hope this is worth pursuing.....
somehow i always end up talking about my relationship woes on here o___o
I met him as a freshman last year and for some reason, since I only have a semester left and I'm leaving in December, I feel the need to be around all my club friends like 24/7. I never really feel ready to part ways. Somehow, I began talking with this guy more. On Wednesday, we had Japan club and I had to do a presentation (it ended up being on video games in Japan, specifically Otome ♥) and I brought my PSP with me for people to play. We talked a lot that night and I even got to drive him back to his dorm. We were talking about so much and just didn't want to end the conversation. Then on Thursday, I spent from 9:40 to 1:50 talking to him and his roommate outside about various things. It was really really entertaining to talk with them.
I spent Friday evening with the two of them again from like 1:30 to 11:30-ish watching GANTZ and talking and showing them Arashi. I also promptly let this guy borrow my PSP so that he could play Hakuouki, lol. After I had dropped the two of them back at their dorm, I was made fun of by the roommates. According to them, there was a third guy and I'm a whore, lol. I run a harem, lol.
Tonight though, ALL of my roommates were out and I didn't really feel like being along in the quiet apartment so I contacted him and I made the decision to just spontaneously go to his dorm. The two of us ended up going to a near-by park and playing on the swings and on the playground. Then we walked and talked a long winding path then found some gazebo where we sat at picnic tables and talked some more. He proclaimed that he ran warm and I was getting cold sitting out there (I SWEAR THAT NYCC DID SOMETHING TO ME!!) so I swiftly made use of that, sitting against his back, even leaning my head on his back for a little bit. I probably could have stayed there but I have this thing about giving myself away and I also didn't want to look like a creeper since we were really only starting to hang out. I don't want to scare him away (> ~ <). After that we walked back to the park but I gripped onto his arm cause "I was cold." Really, even though I was cold, it was an excuse to get close >__>
We went out from 10 - 2:20 am. And I'm not tired at all, hence writing this. But the one thing that makes my heart sink was something he said to me. "You're like the older sister I never had."
DAMN IT!!!! I sure hope this is worth pursuing.....
somehow i always end up talking about my relationship woes on here o___o