Burn my soul and leave the ash in it's stead...
I don't know what's going on with my family...I...wow...I recieved the message below this morning from my sister Erika...the things she says about me are assumptions I did not say them...which is why I really wonder what the fuck is going on...
*hey brandon, thanx for tha note i wish u would have at least called me on my
b-day.i have jus now got over the fact that u dont want to b a part of the
family and that is why u haven't called.i have jus realized that we dont
really have a family and we never will again. it has been really hard on me.
every day i wonder why my life has been like this...yea i kno that i have
learned many life lessons, but i would much rather have a family to turn to.
when i go over to my friends house and see them with there whole family, it
makes me want to cry every time. it will take a while for me to get over
this...but 1 day i will hopefully be happy again. Emerald says she loves you
and misses you*
*hey brandon, thanx for tha note i wish u would have at least called me on my
b-day.i have jus now got over the fact that u dont want to b a part of the
family and that is why u haven't called.i have jus realized that we dont
really have a family and we never will again. it has been really hard on me.
every day i wonder why my life has been like this...yea i kno that i have
learned many life lessons, but i would much rather have a family to turn to.
when i go over to my friends house and see them with there whole family, it
makes me want to cry every time. it will take a while for me to get over
this...but 1 day i will hopefully be happy again. Emerald says she loves you
and misses you*