yeahh...
so im gonna assume everyone is using myspace now lol..here's mine -myspace-...and im just gonna pour my heart out right now..cuz i feel like it and i need to get it off my chest...so if you dont wanna read about how i feel, you should probably stop reading right about now lol...
it feels like i dont even know you anymore. i see you in class everyday, but it just..feels like we never even met. it feels like you are just another person in century...but i know you're not. it hurts so bad that i let the best friendship i have ever had just..disappear. i remember all the times we hung out...singing mr. lonely and shopping in giant...just sitting in the parking lot talking...and watching movies at your house..i still even have the picture you drew in intro last year of my husband in 2015.lol its hanging on my bulletin board...i remember coming to your house for your birthday, with all your friends who i barely knew...i didnt really want to go and see all of them, but i cared about you so much i would have done anything...i just wish i realized how much you meant to me...things have gotten so strange between us its hard to even look at you anymore and not realize how badly i screwed up..i dont want to leave this year and never see you again with this feeling..i never wanted to lose you, but i know things will never be the same...i just hope you know i will always care about you, even if things will never go back to the way they were, you'll always be the best friend i ever had..always.