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Jan 19, 2006 16:06

I'm so stressed right now.

This whole college thing is so over-rated. I'm definately excited, but I am definately SO UNBELIEVABLY stressed right now it's not funny.

I really like Elmira, and it seems like the perfect place for me. Michelle says she sees me as exactly the kind of person that would fit in there, and I've spent the most time there out of all the schools I've visited. But, it's eight hours away, on a good day.

I also really like Orono. If I went there I would know tons of people that are going there too, and I would most likely be rooming with someone I know. It's only two-ish hours away, Bangor has an awesome mall, and I felt comfortable there too.

And to add to the list, I am interested in Johnson and Wales as well. I haven't visited yet, but they have the major that I really want to go for, hospitality. I just wasn't sure if that major was too specific and if I could do just as well as a business major. It's in downtown Providence, only about 3 1/2 hours away, and it's really well-known.

I've been accepted to all three of those schools. Why couldn't I only be accepted to one and then not have to make all these decisions? This is going to affect the rest of my life and I'm really having trouble deciding. Sure, I have two months to do it, but thats really not a lot of time.

I really really want to keep alot of the friends that I have now, which is part of the reason I want to go to Orono. I don't want to stop seeing some of these people b/c they've been with me for the past 4 years. But, at the same time, if I went to one fo the other schools, I wouldn't have to conform to the same reputation I have now. I could start from scratch. But I really don't know which I want to do.

People keep saying that I'll make the right choice, but I really don't know how to...

I kinda feel like I just want to cry, get it over with, and then I can relax...

At least this weekend should be fun.
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