Dec 02, 2005 21:42
Why does it feel like there's something I'm missing?
Things are okay. I've been really busy lately though. Tonight was so boring because I stayed home. I rented some movies though and I'm either going to watch Save the Last Dance or War of the Worlds in a few minutes. Interesting selection, huh? I got Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants but my sisters are watching that I think. Tomorrow's gonna be busy...typing from 8:30-11:30, working 12-6 and then going to party at danielle's house...should be fun...
I'm finding it so hard to forgive myself for wasting so much time on someone and now having feelings that I don't even understand, and not wanting to even be near them ever again...I don't know what happened or why it happened but things are so different now. *sings 'since u been gone'*...it's just weird...but i just want to slap myself in the face and ask wtf was wrong with me...
~*~
In the evening I've got to roam
Can't sleep in the city of neon and chrome
Feels too damn much like home...
So let's find a bar
So dark we forget who we are
And all the scars from the
NEVERS and MAYBES *die*
Let's go...
~*~
*sigh* I love Rent...carolyn and sara u are sooo lucky u get to go...you're probably seeing it right now...LUCKY!! I want to see the movie again. Maybe next weekend or something since I took it off from work.
anyways i'm gonna get going...leave some love
~Andy