Apr 15, 2007 18:17
haven't wrote in here in a loooongg ass time...
nothing could really get better, and no one can bring me down I love this..
I love donnie and we're really happy (at least i am and thats what he tells me...) so basically we're gunna be together forever and noone can do shit bout that...
Donnies lil sister says "sarjones" and is soo freakin cute I can't believe it!!
i hate my job but i run that bitch so i'll stay til i graduate maybe, unless i get some balls to go to a decent paying restuarant...
One day to remember is December 19, 2006- my last time I took a pill for recreational use. It gave me a diatomic reaction *I think thats what its called* And I had to go to the emergency room. Scared me straight tho...
Found out who my real friends are and the ones I should actually make an effort to talk to, shit happens I don't hate no one for it all- just wasn't easy to deal with at first..
Also I don't smoke weed (Jan. 11, 2007) I believe was that date... and I quit smoking ciggarettes 3-21-07 was my last hit.. my last full ciggarette was on Feb 28th, but I had 3 hits on 3 days during March, so the "official-ality" of doin the damn thang is 21!!
I've really striaghtened my act up, I should be graduating this May if I ever get my LAZY ass up to see a counselor to find out what the shit's goin on... I have no idea what school I'm going to go to next and thats shitty. 1, cuz its more school 2,it's just gunna get harder, and 3, i still wont have a decent job/ career!
WHATEVER tho, cuz I was fucking scared out my mind when they said in highschool "these are the best 4 years of yooooooour life" I was like FUCK THIS I'M IN FOR A PRETTY SHITTY LIFE!!! but they ain't nothin but lyin assholes anyways because guess what... just about everyone that went to dakota was fake as hell.. not everyone, but close..
I don't really have anything else to brag about lol... at work there was this competition and everyone is assholes there too.. I just wanted to win so no one else could, and guess what - i did!!! and I bragged about it ridiciliously! hhahaa I can't spell... see ya'll later