(no subject)
Wow so this weekend was messed up... I had so much fun but i think it was too much.
I'm honestly going to try and slow down and see where it gets me- it'd be great if someone was there to help me though it but I can do it myself watch. When I said someone I was thinking of a certain someone who wanted me to quit before but I was too stubborn, but I guess he's still with someone from what I hear..
Maegan got out n it's great I missed her ass. OH HELL NO!
Tried some new stuff out this weekend n and it was great til the cops broke the party up, but then we went to the party I wanted to go to in the first place. BR said I seem like a player so he's out. I was jokin with a guy at my work sayin his lover was there and he says to me "at least I only have one" I was like the hell? He's just mad I won't sleep with him.
Sometimes it's easier to just say FUCK EVERYONE... which is how I feel right now.
I don't know what to do anymore so hopefully stayin clean will do something better than it is now. I did tell Maegan I would quit with her so she don't get locked up again... and it's after Memorial day so we'll see how things go...
Pointless writing this but fuck it right
I'm honestly going to try and slow down and see where it gets me- it'd be great if someone was there to help me though it but I can do it myself watch. When I said someone I was thinking of a certain someone who wanted me to quit before but I was too stubborn, but I guess he's still with someone from what I hear..
Maegan got out n it's great I missed her ass. OH HELL NO!
Tried some new stuff out this weekend n and it was great til the cops broke the party up, but then we went to the party I wanted to go to in the first place. BR said I seem like a player so he's out. I was jokin with a guy at my work sayin his lover was there and he says to me "at least I only have one" I was like the hell? He's just mad I won't sleep with him.
Sometimes it's easier to just say FUCK EVERYONE... which is how I feel right now.
I don't know what to do anymore so hopefully stayin clean will do something better than it is now. I did tell Maegan I would quit with her so she don't get locked up again... and it's after Memorial day so we'll see how things go...
Pointless writing this but fuck it right