death is your birthright
Aargh... I hate having to be at school when the rest of the country has a fucking bank holiday.
I had bio this morning and we were revising AS - vectors and plasmids and recombinant DNA, all fun fun fun. He kept saying 'use the restriction enzyme to CUT blahblahblah' and cut this and cut that and it was driving me crazy. It makes me grimace everytime he says it and it's so STUPID that I get triggered by fucking biology. Grrrr.
My scars are starting to fade though which is nice. They're still keloid and raised and fat, but at least they're not quite so dark pink against my skin. My arm really is a fucking mess. At least I can wear sleeves up just above my elbows, which will be nice because it's already too hot.
I passed out yesterday at work which was not so brilliant either. Luckily in the staff toilet so nobody noticed. I wish my body would co-operate with me a little more on this. I can go days without eating a single thing, just because I'm not fucking hungry. But no. Stupid fat ass body keeps fainting, and so I have to eat.
Meh.
I'm really pissed off today for no reason.
I hate summer.
I'm such a miserable cow.
Off to make a coffee.
I had bio this morning and we were revising AS - vectors and plasmids and recombinant DNA, all fun fun fun. He kept saying 'use the restriction enzyme to CUT blahblahblah' and cut this and cut that and it was driving me crazy. It makes me grimace everytime he says it and it's so STUPID that I get triggered by fucking biology. Grrrr.
My scars are starting to fade though which is nice. They're still keloid and raised and fat, but at least they're not quite so dark pink against my skin. My arm really is a fucking mess. At least I can wear sleeves up just above my elbows, which will be nice because it's already too hot.
I passed out yesterday at work which was not so brilliant either. Luckily in the staff toilet so nobody noticed. I wish my body would co-operate with me a little more on this. I can go days without eating a single thing, just because I'm not fucking hungry. But no. Stupid fat ass body keeps fainting, and so I have to eat.
Meh.
I'm really pissed off today for no reason.
I hate summer.
I'm such a miserable cow.
Off to make a coffee.