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I had THE weirdest alcohol-induced dream I have ever had last night. I'm not even sure where to begin describing it. Hmmm. Can't really be bothered actually.
I decided to be brave and (eek!) post a picture on RYL. I've been binging so much recently aswell. I don't even dare to stand on the scales. Blurgh. I'm so disgusting. I was doing so good aswell. Peg giving me a hug: 'god ange, you're so thin' Me: 'nah, don't be stupid'. Peg: 'ange, seriously, there's nothing left of you to hug'. It only made me feel better for a second before I realised that she's lying. I am always too much. Always, always EXCESS.
I decided to be brave and (eek!) post a picture on RYL. I've been binging so much recently aswell. I don't even dare to stand on the scales. Blurgh. I'm so disgusting. I was doing so good aswell. Peg giving me a hug: 'god ange, you're so thin' Me: 'nah, don't be stupid'. Peg: 'ange, seriously, there's nothing left of you to hug'. It only made me feel better for a second before I realised that she's lying. I am always too much. Always, always EXCESS.