7 days...7 days
HOW DO I LOVE MY BOOVA. LET ME COUNT THE WAYS...well i actually don't love when we lie to each other for months..thats not fun. or when i am CONSTANTLY ignored in his journals. journals are stupid..but i'm updating for you love..FOR YOU! 7 more days till im home. i honestly can't wait. i need to have my own room. to blast my music and not have it drowned out by someone's tv.. to not be woken up from a nap to voices that are comparable to nails on a chalk board..to be able to be at paul's within 5 min and not take any major highways..to be a fucking staples and do shit. most of all i hate my fukcing classes. they are classes i dont even wanna take. at all. going home this summer as a single woman. i should have always been single..that was my fault. i think this summer i'm going to give drinking another try..im not gonna let one crazy nite ruin the rest of my life..besides i wasn't even THAT sick. omg buff people are great and all..but seriously its been like 9 mos or whatever..is that a long time to anyone else?? my mom misses me soo much..shes so adorable. this summer will be wierd tho. ive just gotten so used to my life here. but i seem to be so much happier on the weekends i am home. but i am already excited for the fall. i dont know who my roommmate is.. i hope shes not jewish..lil rachel's roommate is jewish and they fight all the time about religion. she is always trying to convert her and tell her that christianity is soo stupid and ridiculous and she doenst know how anyone can believe it. if i have a jewish roommate who said shit like i dont know how you can believe in Jesus..i dont know..it will not be a good situation. there is some shit that you should just keep to yourself. but maybe she is like an extreme jew..i dont care..i freaking hate her. she knew b tho..she went to l'pool..shes like awh yea i rememmber he woudl always talk about marie..that was the only time i actually liked i conversation w/her. anyways..most of my stuff is already home..i think i can make it home w/the rest w/out having my parents come up. i am not going to miss one thing about this ugly room. ok maybe i'll miss the huge hole i put in the wall but tahts it. not the fucking puke brown/orange carpet..the nipples on the ceiling..and the huge circles that are just on the ceiling..the fucking warddrobe wanna be closets. next year its all new furniture..all oak like cary has..o man that will be sweet. im a floor above the roommates i have now..so in case i need them i just have to go down a flight..good enough. what more can i say about paul. he hasnt come to ub since v-day..can't say that i blame him. i just dont like surprises like that. fucking applebee waitress..i'll mention it since you failed to love. SHE FUCKING STOLE MY MONEY LIKE A CUNT. eww..ok she sucked. i always go to applebees and its like not even w/paul all the time..its just like the place to go. crazy shit. i am done w/classes..only two finals..my grades are for shit this semester..gpa is gonna suck. i was so lost this sememster.. the classes for business were soo stupid i hated them so much. ireally want nursing to work out. cause if it doesnt..i really dont know what im going to do w/my life. ok im so fucking tired..but i gotta go study cause i need to. 7 days..just 7 days.. i wont have to hear about any more stupid profiles or away messages..these girls..thats their life..THIER FUCKING LIVES! and its just sad. need a change of scenery..need it fast. love you paul..you are amazing