Busy Busy
So I have slept so much to catch up on things I think it has made me worse than I was to start with. I went to bed at like 4 yesterday afternoon and got up at 8 this morning. No more craziness last this past week. I learned I can not balance it all at the same time.
I need so badly to finish an English paper due on Tuesday but for some reason I am doing everything but that. I got up this morning and had some extra time and instead of doing that I cleaned our apartment. We are never there so no one ever has time to clean it. I have to work today in 30 minutes and I won't get off until 5. I then have to work on Mikie's birthday present. I still can not believe I came so close to losing him.
We have talked a lot lately and it has changed our friendship drastically. I told him how I was so jaded and afraid to let anyone in at first because of my friendship with Dewayne. He has been through the same thing so he was afraid of me as well. I don't regret letting him be a part of my life....I have just stressed to him that if I ever do anything to upset him, even if I have good intentions, to please let me know.
He told me if is not the type of person to go out to the clubs and stuff anymore and he didn't want to keep me from that. I don't expect him to be anything other than himself. He has taught me so much and I am so grateful for that. I just realize now that no matter how tight you hold on to someone, they can always slip away. I need to get a card for Dewayne's birthday as well, though I am not quite sure where to send it exactly.
Work is the last thing I want to do right now!! I applied at Einstein's the other day....we will see how that goes.
Later kids.
I need so badly to finish an English paper due on Tuesday but for some reason I am doing everything but that. I got up this morning and had some extra time and instead of doing that I cleaned our apartment. We are never there so no one ever has time to clean it. I have to work today in 30 minutes and I won't get off until 5. I then have to work on Mikie's birthday present. I still can not believe I came so close to losing him.
We have talked a lot lately and it has changed our friendship drastically. I told him how I was so jaded and afraid to let anyone in at first because of my friendship with Dewayne. He has been through the same thing so he was afraid of me as well. I don't regret letting him be a part of my life....I have just stressed to him that if I ever do anything to upset him, even if I have good intentions, to please let me know.
He told me if is not the type of person to go out to the clubs and stuff anymore and he didn't want to keep me from that. I don't expect him to be anything other than himself. He has taught me so much and I am so grateful for that. I just realize now that no matter how tight you hold on to someone, they can always slip away. I need to get a card for Dewayne's birthday as well, though I am not quite sure where to send it exactly.
Work is the last thing I want to do right now!! I applied at Einstein's the other day....we will see how that goes.
Later kids.