leave me just enough love to fill up my hand

[icecreampoodle]

I'm home. I'm lost. I'm sad. I'm happy. I don't know whether to cry or laugh sometimes. I'm making money....slowly. I'm spending it on things i shouldnt be like pink hunting hats. I'm curious and I'm angry and I want to punch someone in the face who has deserved it for a lonnnnnng time; lots of people do, apparently. Bad things happen to good people and the people that do them go free.

surfer rosa is dead, and her mangled corpse is sitting outside my house. everyone tells me 'wow good job' when they see her and i roll my eyes. i have no money and i need a new car.