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i didnt want to write about this because i thought it was stupid. and i didnt want to have to go through it all again.
but, i thought it might benefit someone. 2 nights ago i came so close to lossing the person the probably mean the most to me in the world. i only came when the situation was out of hand and she was almost dead. seeing someone in the state that she was in makes you want to back away and be all over her at the same time. but i knew that i needed to be with her every second, and hold her head in ambulances and hospital beds. i dont want to go into details because the person doesnt deserve that, but lets just say it was self inflicted.
after hours and needles and doctors and puke and crying and no sleep. i kinna just sat back and realised how fragile people really are. and how helpless you really are when it comes to other peoples bad decisions. i dunno what i would of done if the worst had come. i'd probably of just regretted not saying enough and letting her know that they are better than what she was getting into.
so if you know someone that is like this, thinks they are above everything and always need that escape, just fucking love them unconditionally and i'll bet anything, they'll come around.
but, i thought it might benefit someone. 2 nights ago i came so close to lossing the person the probably mean the most to me in the world. i only came when the situation was out of hand and she was almost dead. seeing someone in the state that she was in makes you want to back away and be all over her at the same time. but i knew that i needed to be with her every second, and hold her head in ambulances and hospital beds. i dont want to go into details because the person doesnt deserve that, but lets just say it was self inflicted.
after hours and needles and doctors and puke and crying and no sleep. i kinna just sat back and realised how fragile people really are. and how helpless you really are when it comes to other peoples bad decisions. i dunno what i would of done if the worst had come. i'd probably of just regretted not saying enough and letting her know that they are better than what she was getting into.
so if you know someone that is like this, thinks they are above everything and always need that escape, just fucking love them unconditionally and i'll bet anything, they'll come around.