Dec 08, 2008 13:18
I love her. Her face is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. There is nothing great enough to give to hear her breathe or her heart beat, and I may never hear that, unless there is a heaven.
Her heart stopped beating before she was born due to unpreventable fetal complications. She passed on a Thursday evening. I dreaded every moment she didn't kick me. That Sunday I went to the hospital and doctors informed me that there was no heartbeat to be found. Then on Thursday, December fourth, at 7am, I was induced into labor, and delivered later that day at 9pm.
This is the hardest thing I've yet experienced.