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Ebb and Flow-
I don't like him anymore. It was just as i thought...i mainly convinced myself that i liked him. I'm so happy that i dont like him anymore. I'm going to move on to better things, or guys at least. At the moment there are two certain someones on my mind. Oh it's so nice to be acting like me again, all boy crazy and such!
School is still silly. Parents are silly. Friends are very silly. There are new couches in my apartment, and a new rug. I like them, the living room looks really nice. I wish that there was a party tomorrow night. There probably will end up being one, but i doubt that i would go. I have to register for the PSATs tomorrow. I'm doing in school community service, its pretty cool.
Out of place is what it feels like. Going there with nothing to say, and nothing to be said to. At one point were very close, there very close has moved on to a "go fuck yourself". The others are no longer there. To whom it may concern...there is no longer. Misguided strength now turned to weakness. Sitting without. Change from the old days. New days, sucky days are to come. Beseech. Lend a hand, bolster, abet, be of use, guide. All the same. But still...speaking without words
~M~
I don't like him anymore. It was just as i thought...i mainly convinced myself that i liked him. I'm so happy that i dont like him anymore. I'm going to move on to better things, or guys at least. At the moment there are two certain someones on my mind. Oh it's so nice to be acting like me again, all boy crazy and such!
School is still silly. Parents are silly. Friends are very silly. There are new couches in my apartment, and a new rug. I like them, the living room looks really nice. I wish that there was a party tomorrow night. There probably will end up being one, but i doubt that i would go. I have to register for the PSATs tomorrow. I'm doing in school community service, its pretty cool.
Out of place is what it feels like. Going there with nothing to say, and nothing to be said to. At one point were very close, there very close has moved on to a "go fuck yourself". The others are no longer there. To whom it may concern...there is no longer. Misguided strength now turned to weakness. Sitting without. Change from the old days. New days, sucky days are to come. Beseech. Lend a hand, bolster, abet, be of use, guide. All the same. But still...speaking without words
~M~