Nov 12, 2004 22:23
Well, tonight I went to the show at Mug Shotz and it actually wasn't as bad as I was thought it would be. I was not expecting to have as good of a time as I did and I'm honestly glad I went tonight. I really expected it to hurt worse than it did when I saw him, but by seeing him, it made me realize something very important. I love him, yes, but the person I fell in love with is not the person he is anymore. It annoys me how he's changed but if this is who he wants to be, its his choice. And who am I to say if it's for the better or worse? All I know is I will come out of this stronger and wiser than before. I have nothing left to do but to pick up the pieces of my heart and move on. I could lie and say I'm moving on to bigger and better things but, how am I to know? My life could end up sucking butt. Ha