Mar 01, 2005 21:45
I'm feeling the need to grow. To grow intellectually, spiritually, and creatively. I never want to fall into the catagories of stupid, shallow, or immature. I have met people so shallow that you could stand in a puddle of them and not even get you feet wet. I pray to God that I never end up like that. As of now I am in the process of reading three amazing books: Facedown(terrific worship book by Matt Redman), Mere Christianity(by wonderful author C.S. Lewis), and How to Expand Your Vocabulary in Just 30 Days(a book to fight the stupid catagory mentioned above). I highly request all of these books to my friends.
Also spiritually, I am longing for a deeper, more intimate relationship with God. He is all I hunger for and with Him I will never be fully satisfied. I am looking forward to this weekend, I am praying that it will do incredible things in my life. I am going to a TWIN meeting in Falcon. Ciara and I were handpicked from our church to attend this meeting. All weekend we will be fasting and praying. I am just praying that petty things will not distract me from fully surrendering myself to God.
Creatively, I am in extreme need of writing something. I am thinking on so much that you would think I would be able to write plenty. But it has had the opposite effect on me. I haven't been able to write anything worth actually keeping. It saddens me.