Nov 30, 2004 18:24
Ah...I love Christmas. We have our tree up and decorated already, which is highly unusual for my family because we usually wait until 2 weeks before Christmas. But I'm stoked. My church is going on a hayride around the town to sing Christmas carols..that might sound childish but I find it highly enjoyable.
I've also been praying alot and have finally started to rely on the person I should have turned to a long time ago. The one who is always there no matter what, God will never disappoint me. Although he does a great job at making me feel like crap, he'll never let me down. He's helped me realize I need to let some stuff go. If I hold on to it longer I'm just going to be pissy and miserable all the time. He'll send better things my way. So I just need to be the one everyone knows and loves (hopefully) and be happy.